>became a dull person
>forced due to own cowardice to interact with people
>the feel the dullness and lack of personality radiating from myself during conversations
Has anyone else lost all personality? I am going out of my way not to talk to people. The thought of having to engage with someone in conversation brings a blocking type of despair upon me.
I am embarrassed.
>>29949817
Maybe you are disappointed/frustrated with relationships and without much experience/knowledge that's why you want to avoid them. Talk with your parents about it. It's just a phase: learn to improve yourself, this is just a mental state. you can become better.
Yep it's like I'm dead inside, completely monotone and uninspired. But people hate me when I do show personality too, so fuck them all anyways. Can't win with normies.
>>29950029
It's been like this for 5+ years and I'm 26. You don't start phases this late. Talking about it with real people (not anonymous online meta-talks) is one of the core issues and only makes things worse.
>>29950130
Aren't you more concerned and worried about being that way instead of pleasing others (how they perceive you)?
>>29949817
I feel you OP. Fellow robots. How does one develop bantz? And thus gain a sort of personality. I autisticly listen to comedy podcasts and shows 12 hours a day but im not very funny myself. I was expecting it to rub off on me by now. If someone says something i may think of something that would be inside joke funny to me but wouldnt dare say it to another person. Is wit just another trait you cant develop? I feel like i could engage more people if i had bantz.
