Why is it that after having sex im even more beta than before? At least before there was somethinf to work to, but now after realizing how fucking awful sex is, there is nothing to life
>>29941694
Please, tell me about it, how it happened etc if you don't mind.
Need to work out if it's worth it or if I should save my precious virginity and gain magical powers from beyond this realm.
>>29941711
Okay so i dated a chick beginning of freshman year and it lasted a month. A couple months later she wants to hook up and we become best friends, but only because she finds me attractive, every situation is cringe riddled. A year after we meet we get high ( she does i smoke but dont get high bc im a faggot) and we fuck. Literally a day later she fucks a different guy and tells me all about his big dick and gow great he was and now i cant talk to a girl without picturing this dudes monster cock and how better he is than me at everything. The sex aspect sucked. The condom made me feel literally nothing, we went at it for an hour, i didnt even cum, it was the smallest fucking bed so i had ro keep repositioning my knees, and then we havent talked since.
>tfw sex lost me my best friend and keeps me mortified when talking to girls
>>29941770
Ok thankyou, I think what I'll do is tell myself that I'm waiting for an asexual gf, when really I'm just waiting for death.
>>29941694
You didn't do it right.
You just need to find someone you love.not really
