What is your most terrible memory?
>>29935548
waking up THIS morning and not being dead.
>>29935548
both parents standing there laughing at my humiliation as I cry and cry
>>29935548
all of them
this is super original encase you didn't know
Seeing my dad's corpse.
>Sitting on the couch as a child with my brother and watching my dad punch my mom in the stomach
>finding my mom wandering outside in the rain with her wrists cut
>breaking down in tears while my dad was dying and my mother offering me a pat on the back
>lying my way through a relationship until it all collapsed
>rushing to the hospital because my brother stopped breathing after OD'ing on opioids
Gosh, there are just too many to choose from
>>29935605
big bumperoooo
>>29935664
Somehow I share this feel
mom having sex w bf very loudly after midnight on a school night
hearing such a thing is often uncomfortable, but to twelve year old me it also meant:
>we are not respectable people who would refrain from this indecency
>everything my mother has ever told me about catholicism and our seemingly devout commitment to the religion is a lie
>even your own mother doesn't care about you enough to spare you this awkward and extreme discomfort (they knew i was up and could hear). the mere pleasure of sex is enough to make her choose the other way.
>7 years old
>parents drop me off with their friend while they go out
>he shows me a huge bone and says it's from a dinosaur
>says he found it out back when he was on a hike
>says he'll take me to the spot where there are more dinosaur bones
>when we're out in the middle of the forest molests me
>says if I tell anyone he'll show my friends the pictures he took
>few years later he gets caught after some other kid talks to police
>>29935664
Pussy faggot jew
>>29935742
>>even your own mother doesn't care about you enough to spare you this awkward and extreme discomfort (they knew i was up and could hear). the mere pleasure of sex is enough to make her choose the other way.
This fucked me up more than it should have
Recent one would be My birthday to be quite honest
I saw a hanged corpse when i was kidIt was a suicide
Also fuck you for reminding this
>>29935748
Sexy af
Give deets
>Mother and grandma discussing the logistics of either locking me up in a mental ward or murdering me because I'm a "dangerous nutcase"
Seriously I was fucking 11
>>29935548
Posting here brrrrrrrr
>>29935915
Should killed them first, just to be in the safe side senpai
>>29935831
who was it?
was it a family member?
>>29936085
No, totally random person.
>>29935748
He showed you some different kind of bone I guess
>>29935915
>"dangerous nutcase"
In what way?
Cause I don't see how a parent would murder a child because he's a nutcase
>>29936161
I talked and talk a lot of shit. I threatened a lot. And I was basically the school shooter archetype. But since my family are a bunch of braindead retarded prudes this is enough to shitscare them to death.
>>29936143
reminder that that person is a tranny with a scat fetish
shittyfennecfox.tumblr.com
the day I realized just how small my dick and the realization that no matter what I do in life, no matter how much money I make or how charming my personality is or how much I could make a girl love and fall in love with me, the fact that I have a small dick would ultimately mean I could never have a 100% loyal girlfriend/wife, which has been proven true due to being cheated on several times now
>>29935645
Any story behind this? If so greentext it
>>29936219
I can't access it, does it mean you have a tumblr account you fucking faggot?
>>29935664
corpse fucker please leave
>>29936252
no
i read about it on /lgbt/
>>29935691
Man, i feel bad for you.This comment is not original
>Grandad suffering in bed
>Grandad dick while suffering in bed
>Grandad open casket and kissing his head, it was the coldest head i ever kissed
my tata was the best tata though
Life is kynda shitty on good people
>seeing my moms bf beat my mom through the keyhole
>i was 7
I was too small to help..
>>29936522
Must have been a terrible experience.
Do you feel any remorse?
when I was nine my mom put a knife to my face and threaten to kill me while my dad stood back and let here start my downward spiral into depression and suicidal thoughts fuled by my unending suply of low self esteem, but I'm sure you guys have had worse experiences
>>29936244
nah its embarassing
>Talking to my father through a phone with a plastic barrier between us when I was 5.
>Taking every single pill in the house: acne medication pills, Tylenol, ibuprofen, 2 Vicodin but throwing it up immediately on accident and having to pretend that I'm sick because I can't stomach anything at all without puking it up (even water) in 4th grade
>getting called almost 3 times a week to the counselors because kids at school keep submitting "Risk of Suicide" forms about me when I was in 6th grade
>Drinking glue and white out when no one was home and waking up in hospital in 8th grade
>Admitted to mental hospital in North Las Vegas and treated like shit
my first vivid memory is of being accidentally horribly injured by my dad
>>29935664
Your dad has a corpse? Why does he have a corpse? Does he fuck it?
>>29935548
Accidentally be racist to cousin
Not like I called him nigger or anything I was only 10 pls forgive me
>>29936567
I also almost got put in a mental ward because of other similar interactions, my parents managed to keep me so I would still have loving parents, it's been about 10 years and I still don't feel loved
>>29936567
this gets me kinda hard desu
>>29936240
how small is your dick anon?
In the hospital holding my mothers hand as she stopped breathing. Then letting go and sat on the floor with my head pressed against the wall.
I couldn't cry for some reason.
>>29937190
what, you couldn't cry when mom died?
sounds like you're a psychopath.
there's treatment for that, you know.
>>29937230
I held it all in, 2 and a half years later i'm an emotional wreck, psych ward atendee high school dropout.
It's funny how things work out.
I 100% avoid thinking about my bad memories then eventually after a few years I forget.
It's very effective but I don't remember most of my life because of this.
>>29936567
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rm0qYRWQpZI&list=LLSTRZE6RNPqdtdnibGf0R4Q&index=8
The week after my grandma died I went to my grandads house to visit him and I saw how he'd left the remote purposely on my grandmothers chair along with the table with a book on it and the cushions at the top
I was 13 and almost started crying there and then
>>29937259
shit dude, i was joking
i was mocking the entire concept of psychopathy and mental illness
>>29935548
>One monthe before middle school is over
>Come back to my mom's apartment to eat some food and play with my dog till my dad is at the house.
>Open door and home is completely empty.
>Freak out and panic.
>Look at the top of the stairs.
>Its a card
>I go look at it.
>She says that she moved across town and will tell me when she is settled and will call for me.
>Walk towards my dad's backyard and cry with the dog.
>Just stay at my dads till she tells me.
>She never asked for me back and later found out she moved to California.
>>29937425
People that leave kids and people that shouldn't have kids who have them anyway fucking disgust me.
I'm sorry anon, truly I am. For what it's worth...
>>29937425
fuckin roasties can't even reject you to your face
>"You're a terrible person anon. You're the reason you are alone and why nobody likes you."
>"You don't deserve anything good in life"
Sister is probably right.
>>29937783
>I don't know why i even try to be friends with you anymore, god knows there are a lot of people who are actually pleasant to be around
>>29937783
huh my sister said almost the same thing to me last year. Along with 'you're fucking the head anon'
>>29937879
I don't know about you. But it fucking hurts like hell just even thinking about it. I legit started smoking after that day.
I think a little piece of me died there.
>>29935548
reading through /r9k/ today
