What damaged you? What made you for who you are? Was it daddy issues? Was it rape? Was it society as a whole? What made you a robot?
>>29935086
>Was it daddy issues? Was it rape?
Yes.
>>29935086
Immigration. I would have been Chad back in my home country. But here in the developed west I am a displaced soul that doesn't belong.
>>29935086
Poverty, Asperger and living somewhere I hate also made me quite sour about the world we live in.
There was the failure going to school and maintaining friendship and I never really belonged anywhere on the system. I woke up everyday half dead being resentful from past memories and struggle that made me who I am today.
Just nowhere to go. nowhere to fit in. Even by robots standard I can't find myself belonging anywhere.
My mom tried to convince me that my dad wanted me to kill myself. She was using me as a pawn to extort child support money from my dad and when I learned the truth and confronted her, she laughed at me.
mum "fixed" me because I was broken
dud forced me to succeed
a stranger forced me to "love"
and everybody else seems to force me to care.
>>29935086
Girl whom I had very passionate feelings for and lost my virginity to left me for another, and she's in the right because I didn't treat her as well as I could and should have and didn't realize what I had until it was already too late
i really was a fucked up kid
i mean i had a nice family besides the usual fights, but i was really smart at a young age, i was manipulative and always got top grades, when i got in highschool i learned that people dont like to lose against someone better, so criticism and my dads bullying made me shy and scared on the long way, but as a kida i was afraid of nothing i could fight 3 dudes and get my ass beaten with no problems nor crying,
our own mind is our prison, thats what i learned, im trying right now to escape from it, no more drama, no more crying, no more feeling guilty for making someone feel less, fuck everyone life is just one my familia.
>>29935086
raisedbynarcissists and a predisposition to alcoholism
>>29935086
severe anxiety and depression. Not really sure what "damaged" me, I seemed to have just inherited the worst elements of neuroticism from both sides of my family.
>>29935594
>and everybody else seems to force me to care
hit the nail on the head
want off this ride
Knowing that everybody will always find someone better and my dependence on alcohol
schizophrenia, alcohol/schizophrenia dad, rape.
Me being an emotional and quite fragile person happened
>happy normie kid
>dad has an affaire with my best friends mom
>parents divorce
>relationship with best friend stops, i cant see him anymore
>my best friend has had meningitis a lot of times, he can get very sick very suddenly
>cannot cope, start doing drugs, ditch school and play vidya all day
>end up overdosing
>near death experience and everythings that happens causes me mental and physical trauma
>sent to the looney bin
>confused, scared, lonely
>under constant death anxiety everyday from the moment i wake up till the moment i fall asleep for 3 months, my body hurt so bad back then
>start doing better slowly
>get home finally
>my dad blames himself for everything thats happened to me
>still i forgave him
>start attending school again
>no more drugs
>seeing my best friend again, it means the world to me
>i have to redo the year but i make it eventually
>get into college
>life is getting better steadily but slowly
>start lifting 6 months ago, buddies are complementing me
>picked up skateboarding
>depression is getting alot better
Ive been completely clean from any drugs or alcohol for 2 years now.
Reminder that it will get better with time anons
I was taken to too many psychologists for being a little hyper and internalized that there was something about me intrinsically could not be repaired
My genes produced a personality which is not compatible with the environment I am in. The modern work/school is not a place which I can tolerate or thrive in and there is no alternative. None of it is my fault and I blame my parents for reproducing when they should have known better. I would never curse a child with my faults.
Father left before I was born. Multiple shitty stepdads. Mom jumped out of a two story in a failed attempt to off herself. As 6 yr oinkold, got tricked into sucking my cousins dick (didn't know any better cause I was a dumbass 6 year old). My favorite and amazing uncle dies at age 9. Get threatened to be sent to boarding school by a previously shitty Step dad when I was 11. Watching my brother throw his life away, going from a hopeful, simple guy to a pothead loser who obviously isn't happy with himself, but won't accept help from anybody. I attempted suicide at age 12(attempted to drown myself). Suffering from acne for 3 and a half years now. Balding at 17.
>>29935086
My father was a really unstable and violent man whom one minute would tell you how much he loved you and the next he'd be chasing you down the street to kill you. This happened on an almost daily basis, and eventually took a toll on my little child/teenage brain.
Found the love if my life a year and a half ago, she was my first everything and I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her.
I thought we were completely okay, but seemingly out of nowhere we were over.
We tried to stay friends after, but I found out she had been dating other people since almost the day of the break up, and fucked a new guy before the end of the month. She didn't even try to hide it.
I don't know what to think or do anymore. I'll see one little thing that makes me think of her and it becomes hard to breathe and the walls start closing in and everything gets quiet.
All of the above, though I was never raped, but was borderline molested by a creepy bald wiccan when I was 16/17, but it didn't fuck me up like everything else.
>Mom a huge cunt who deserved to get beat the fuck out of. One small example: I was being an annoying 2-3 year old, and she threatened to cut my hands off. I vividly remember her pulling me towards a chopping board while holding a knife, and 2-3yo me fighting against the strength of an adult to fucking keep my hands
>Bullied by older brother and mother's friend's son mercilessly during babysitting, before kindergarten even started
>disowned multiple times by all family members
>friends turning on me at the drop of a hat
>parents making all sorts of efforts to give my brother the perfect life while giving me the bare minimum, from birth to present day
My soul has been poisoned and I'll always be bitter towards my family for the rest of my life, because these things will always continue, and they'll never acknowledge the shit they put me through, as either it was deliberately shitty or just comes natural to them. I don't know which is owrse. There's much more I'm omitting, but I should stop before I punch a wall or some shit.
Laziness, my own Goddamn sloth is what turned me into a neet Fuckface piece of shit,
Went to university, was to lazy to attend. Failed
Had a social live, was too lazy to make an effort, lost friends.
Had a gf. Was too lazy to put in work, had my heart broken
Too lazy now to look for decent job, the lack or a degree makes it even harder, so now i slave all night a
In a minimum wage job and lie in bed all day mustering up the effort to go outside whilst the sun is up and I refuse to commit sudoku because I don't deserve the easy way out as it's all I've done for the last 25 years.
What fucked me up? I fucking did and I'm ashamed of me for it
>Single Mother
>Rough upbringing
>Drug addiction
>Heart Broken at an early age
These are all contributing factors, but in the end I can only blame myself
>>29935086
I never knew who I could trust and who I couldn't.
I was always cautiously rebellious- you know the kind of rebellion that helps you survive but doesn't get you out. Never had the guts to go full jailbreak mode.
There actually were people I could have gotten along with if I had chosen to trust them instead of constantly questioning their motives.
That and sheer laziness. I don't care for the idea that you have to be "productive" to be happy, but to me true, malignant laziness is characterized by giving up on what you genuinely want to do or become because you can't be assed to tear away from your easy routine. Which describes me pretty well.
>>29935757
I was waiting for that greentext to end badly but I'm glad you're doing well anon.
>>29936136
Oh and also I have always been a raging faggot with stalker-tier crushes instead of the stereotypical fuck everything that moves mentality that people assume homos have. And I transitioned in high school. People say that transitioning fucks you up, but it doesn't really. It's the fucking people around you. Made me very misanthropic.
The only person who can take responsibility for my miserable life is myself.
>>29935086
Grew up in a lower-class family in inner London. Found it hard to make friends and talk to people. Stop going to school. Didn't really try that hard.
It's really my own fault. But I'm tired and old and don't know what to do anymore.
People started fucking with me at a very early age. I'm just naturally a very weird person I guess... funny looking, social misfit, all that stuff. I don't think I have autism/aspergers since I'm extremely good at reading faces and don't really fit much of the criteria. I saw a psychiatrist for years too and I feel like he would have told me. So I don't really know what the fuck is wrong with me. Honestly a diagnosis of autism would give me some relief. People just always treat me like shit because they sense the anxiety and awkwardness steaming off me. And people treating me like a weirdo just makes my anxiety and isolation worse so it's a vicious cycle. I have to act like an asshole sometimes just to get a little bit of respect and it's exhausting. Fuck people and fuck this gay earth.
>>29935086
Being an overweight child is a plan for failure. Bonus outcast points if you're white and female
Parents divorce, shitty parenting, no privacy at all and grandfather awfull death
Anxiety and depression since
>>29935086
It was all me, all me.
>>29935086
I don't know
I've spent so long alone I talk to myself to make conversation
normal relationships and are so alien to me at this point I just stay away.
I just want to sleep forever
>What made you a robot?
>waaah I had a typical breakup it sure sucks having had a gf and sex
>I used to be a normie but then things got hard for a bit but went back to usual
>I'm smart but lazy
Just delete this thread
>>29935153
Same here anon. I was pretty confident back in my home country. But I'm very self conscious about my accent, which lead to me not talking a lot, which lead to me becoming a fucking social failure.
>>29935086
pretty much it was that there was no guidance or strong influence in my life and mom babied me as a kid so I didn't know how to socialize til a lot later and I was left alone a lot. this just spiraled down and got me into shittier situations with bad crowds and just spiraling into drinking and drugs until it reached a peak
>>29936626
Have you been back to your homeland? I have. The attention I get from girls back there is insane. They would come up and approach me even flirt.
>>29936546
>>29936676
>>29936626
>>29935153
Yet another spicy meme straight from Facebook
>I'm a robot but actually I'm still Chad woe is me
>>29936546
Hold my balls while I fuck your oneitis faggot.
I was always like this, or always going to be like this. There's something wrong with my brain. Problems exacerbated by isolation and drug abuse. There's no reason why. It just is.
I really don't know. Sometimes the reason is more obvious other times it just opens up scars and new questions. My brother was mentally retarded and crazy and all my life I had to deal with his shit. This wasn't your typical hurrr durr retard. Living with by brother was a nightmare. I can still hear the voices and the screams. It's true what they say; being with a crazy person makes you crazy. I can painfully tolerate him bruising my Mom and giving my dad a new stroke or tearing down the fucking house. But the noises is what kills me. I hear the screams and voices everyday. even when I am not around with him. I used to hide in my room to avoid the noises and I loved it. I was alone. Being alone only made things worse when I got picked on, and beat up when I was a kid for being a complete autist. Being bullied just made my anti social behavior worse.the bullying stopped around high school but the scars won't heal. In the present day, I am very miserable. There were times when I wanted to interact with people and make friends or even get a gf, but it's the noises that always stop me. If only they new how bad things are. Instead you just smile and embrace it.
>>29936676
I haven't, I've been in America for 4 years. Just graduated high school a month ago. I missed out on all the social development from age 14-18, which is extremely important for social well being. I feel like even if I visited my home country nothing would come of it, since I would just sperg out anyways. Hopefully college will make a functioning human being out of me, but I'm not counting on it.
>>29936881
Got my (You).
Score!
>>29935086
Single mother
She's narcissistic and neurotic
She not only isolated me but somehow opposed my ambition
Now I'm a college dropout living at home while she travels and follows her Facebook dreams
>>29936841
what noises could he make that were that bad? like a banshee howl or something?
@29936812
>Hold my balls ... faggot.
Sick projection you awful norman. I don't even have a oneitis
EDIT: No reply upvote for (you) tonight
My dad has been paralyzed from the neck down since I was two years old.
I grew up with no self esteem, didn't care about high school grades because I new university was out of the question (had to look after dad), never had a gf until 24 years old, the list goes on and on.
I was NEET from 21-24, mentally ill, thought about blowing my brains out, fucked hookers, and could barely even speak to people.
Now I'm an alcoholic at 26 and live in a $8000 trailer with my fiancee.
Some how I got my shit together, I work a robot job and make $65,000 a year. I guess I got it together.
>>29935747
>rape
>implying you didn't want it
>being this new
I'm only 18 and cyborg at worst, but I still get pissed when I think of what happened earlier in my life since every one denies it. Sorry for this sounding obnoxious.
>shit social skills when I was younger led to me getting picked on
>this lead to high stress/depression which lead to me failing school (family/teachers said it was because I didn't work hard enough which drove me fucking crazy since I falsely believed this was true)
>cried a lot/unhappy all of the time (I also only get turned on by people getting beat up/humiliated and I'm almost certain this was the cause)
>told to get a job at 16 since "I wasn't smart enough" for A - levels
>moved schools and got very lucky with EXTREMELY, kind supportive teachers meaning I no longer wanted to end it
>within a year it became obvious I was the smartest person there/getting best grades and that I failed due to high stress, the normies were completely fucking wrong
>it didn't even matter, previous grades fucked up uni applications
>tfw absolutely based teacher who encourages everyone to do their best tells me "Between me and you you're the smartest person at [school name] and seem like the sort of student who could of gone to Oxford if you had a better chance at it"
>the normies act as if they "always knew I could do it" (lying) and they seem to have forgot that only a few years ago they told me to get a job at 16
>tfw I am never going to get another chance and am extremely bitter about this
The thing which pisses me off the most though is when they say "It was 2 years ago xDDD, why are you still moaning about it", not seeing why I'm pissed off for failing most of my life due to stress and not seeing why I'm pissed off about the fact I am never going to get in a normal relationship with anyone due to only getting turned on by people getting beat up/humiliated (Although I haven't told anyone this).
>>29935757
How's it feel to be 16?
>>29935757
what drugs were you into at the time?
I got addicted to the Tranny meme, than sex, masturbating and weird gross fetishes. Becoming addicted to fetish porn ruined me and poisoned my soul. Settling in on 4chan only set the knife in deeper.
>>29935837
My QT3.14 do you have decent tits?
Maybe my parents divorcing when I was 2.
I've been fucked up my whole life as far as I can remember, but I don't remember how life was when I was that young.
>>29935757
>Skateboarding
What age did you start?
How many stairs?
What's your best trick?
>>29935086
My mother was a broken and crazy person. she killed my dad then tried to kill herself. she failed to kill herself and is in jail. she gets out in the next few years at some point.
Im thinking of killing her if she tries to find me. Pretend to forgive her and welcome her back, then stab her in the back the way she stabbed my dad.
>both parents had brain injuries + resulting mental illnesses
>divorced when i was 3
>moved around often, a dozen schools or so
>never made any friends, never felt connected with any other person
>moms boyfriend abused me and then she still married him
>was in residential treatment + dcf custody for a year
>dropped out of school at 14 due to depression + anxiety
>tried every class of antidepressants and 20+ therapists, nothing has helped
>dad died of cancer, mom tells me to kill myself regularly
>been a hikki neet for 5 years
>obviously still a khhv, can't even think about dating ever because i'm so socially retarded
idk, i'm probably forgetting some stuff since i feel super shit right now, but nobody reads these anyways so w/e
Just an fyi for those saying being on 4chan is part of their issue.
If it wasn't 4chan, it'd be something else.
People that make excuses will always have one.
Yours is just 4chan.
i've always had innate anxiety issues. all of my early memories are about fight-or-flight doomsday scenarios. There was a time where I'd be considered a "normie" but in the end I was always meant to be this way.
>>29935086
Being a pathological liar and immigrating to a country where I was taught to hate everything. I want to love so incredibly badly, but I just ... can't.
What damaged you?
>Partly nature, I am very sensitive and was socially unaware as a kid.
What made you for who you are?
>I never learned how to be social. I went from being an annoying kid who asked stupid questions and constantly embarrassed myself, to being dead quiet in order to avoid that shame.
Was it daddy issues?
>I did notice growing up that my dad never had any friends and hated spending time with anyone other than his immediate family. He was overprotective of me and didn't realize how nonfunctional I was until I couldn't handle college. When he did realize, he panicked and has been pushing me to get a job ever since.
Was it rape?
>No, nothing weird like that ever happened to me.
Was it society as a whole?
>After being a lonely person for so long, I don't feel safe around people. But society didn't do this to me, I did.
What made you a robot?
>shame from awkwardness, coddled as a youngin
>>29937198
Im sorry anon, i dont know what else to say, i read it man, stay strong
>>29937952
t-thanks.....y-you too..........
originality
>dad left at 1 month old
>mom re-lapsed into drug addiction, had a mental breakdown and I went to live with my grandfather for the rest of my life at 7 years old
>half-brother went to live with his dad, slowly turned into a drug dealer, currently dealing with assault/extortion charges, probably going to jail
>only found out about father when I was 6, thought one of my mothers ex-boyfriends that was around until I was 5 years old was my dad
>depressed, and it's not getting better yet
>mother still drug addict
>>29935086
I never really got along with other people, and prefer to be alone most of the time. It doesn't bother me anymore.
drugs overinflated my self confidence, i would go to night clubs and bang randoms while on a lot of coke/mdma. I lived that lifestyle for about 4 years letting my life come crashing down. All the drugs made me a narcissistic piece of shit. I could bullshit with anybody but reality finally kicked me in my balls and I realized thats not who I am.
Dad is unstable/violent/narcissistic, mom is a submissive abused victim, moved countries, moved cities, moved schools too many times. Ended up somewhere where I didn't fit in at all. Eventually started losing hair. T U M B L I N G D O W N
>>29937115
I have very small tits.
>mom has bipolar disorder
>pressure from my dad to be the perfect daughter because my brother was disabled and completely reliant on my parents
>outwardly seem fine but have super destructive impulses
>shoplift regularly and consider walking into traffic whenever something goes mildly wrong
>>29939888
when I say "regularly" I mean once I added it up and it came to $14000
> daddy arrested for raping infant sisters. 7 years in jail. War between both families.
> Unresolved, uneducated and unaccepted gayness
> School bully for such gayness between 12 and 15 years old
I think i was damaged by life at that point.
As far back as I can remember I've had issues. I'm not sure what happened to me but I've never been quite right. I'm probably an undiagnosed high-functioning autist.
>>29939804
Those are the best kind.
>>29935837
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>>29935086
My life has been shitty for as long as I remember. Its been non stop damage that I always struggled with.
My mentor, dead best friend, ex, and experiences.
Don't have Daddy issues as he was present and i got a mentor who took me under his wing. Yeah I did get raped before but it didn't really effect me that hard as I bounced back. Not society either actually granted I have personally seen some of the worst it could offer yet that didn't do me in.
My health crashed on me crippling me and that is how I actually ended up becoming a robot. I fucking hate it and pisses me off because nothing else was able to do me in but this was. Fuck I am angry and frustrated about it considering everything else I have gone through feels like such a cheap and bullshit end for it to end like this. Then again that just might be karma finally catching up with me. Fuck would of preferred a bullet over this instead but no apparently old enemies is still too good for me.
Probably going to end it in the next year or two tops as things get worse. I can feel myself slipping away...figure I will end it when I have a good day and am properly myself. When I go out I wanna do it as myself and on my terms. Things aren't exactly looking very good for me but fuck me am I angry that this is what does me in the end. I do suppose its a rather poetic end though as much as i hate to admit it.
As long as you got your health robots you still got a chance. You can keep trying or starting over until it finally gives out on you or you succeed.
When your health goes that is when your truly and utterly fucked if it can't be dealt with.
At least when I go out i can comfort myself with the fact that at least i tried. I really did, just my health gave out on me far sooner then i ever expected so its truly game over for me early. I never actually made it but I did attempt to do repeatedly until the very end.
Its never game over so long as you can still start over.
>>29940086
What's your health problem?
Selling drugs was a social high point of my life. Even if most of my social interactions were so people could leech off my status or get their fix.
Eventually I wanted to live normal..have friends and be in a city, not a small town.
I got what I wanted, I left the gang/drug life, left the small town and moved to a large city, got a job where I could make friends and possibly find love.
Although every day I'm haunted by my past. I can't stop reminiscing about the women who I could call immediately to have sex with, or the financial freedom - the ability to drop thousands of dollars on petty items and know I'll be able to nicely the next day. The respect I would get from people, it was nice... even if it wasn't legitimate.
My lavish spending has made me financially irresponsible, although I'm getting better.
Getting friends has been hard, I was always aloof and reserved - even more when I was selling. Breaking out of my shell has been difficult.
Be careful for what you wish for.
>>29935086
a lot of childhood moving and realizing that no matter what everyone has shit in there lives. Once I realized even the chaddest of chads has to go through shit I came to a whats the point moment. Because to me even if I did achieve and succeed like all the other normies they never are truly happy. So why even go the distance ive been written off most of my life why even try to be a part of this society. shit at face value im already being judged. Loneliness sucks but when your alone in a group of close ones its worse. Im just waiting for a sleep death.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Giebe-uzPFg
>>29940181
BOO FUCKING HOO god damn man dont you got facebook or something holy fuck get aload this asshole.
>happy kid, normal, bright, skinny as a rail
>hormones from puberty hit end of fifth grade, become fat fuck, very emotional and constantly crying when yelled at by authority figures.
>other people hit puberty, get picked on for awkward, immature behavior, weight and speech impediment.
>smart but weary mother, spoiled cunt sister, workaholic absentee dad. All fail to help me.
>Awkwardly hover around crush in junior high, get down on one knee to ask her to dance with me at a school camping trip. fedora mlady sorta behavior.
>just wanted to be wanted
>almost get molested summer before high school.
> new guy at family business works with me the most, always talking about sex and stuff he did when he was younger
> invites me to fishing trip
> he only brings alcohol to drink, talks about how he was raped as a child, threatens to kill me if i tell anyone. Drives around for hours talking about his family being a ball and chain. Takes me to a friends house but nothing happens. This suprieses me to this day.
>i may have been a socially awkard fat fuck but I wasn't an idiot, knew what he was up to.
> I stay quiet, get fired because he lies that I was beliggerent to customers. He himself gets shitcanned for stealing a year later.
>parents aware now of full incident but hes disappeared long ago.
>retail job and near molestation made me grow up
>Loner in High School, eventually find niche in local DnD clique and video games group. Prior I just drifted from online teamspeaks mumbles and steam groups. End high school as polite friendly, but overall serious kid. Kept my head down. Few real friends.
>Some days life is swell and worth experiencing, others so empty that death appears as a blessing. Crushing this shell of a existence seems easy when its hollow.
Now off to college, but without luster. I feel utterly empty and numb. No passion, no direction in life. I may be young, I may still have time, but without some remarkable catharsis, I can see which way the wind is blowing.
>>29935086
Became a neet for 3 years, realized that even if I were to disappear everything will keep on going as if nothing changed. I learned how shallow all my 'friends' were when I cut myself off from society and not one person reached out to me.
Then my mom got sick and it really became clear how much people don't give a shit about anything about themselves. I was the only person who cared and stuck with her. We all thought she was going to die and everyone ran away because they didn't want to deal with it, even our own family members.
>>29940253
Nah, Fuck facebook.
Inb4 btfo normie
>>29935086
>be born with bad skin disease
>dad would have to peel shirts off because the bloody scabs would dry and stick to my skin
>can't play sports/go outside much and when I could my parents would let me do whatever I wanted because I wan't able to have fun very often so in latent terms very little discipline or social etiquette was taught to me (bother and sister also hated me because our parents would let me do whatever I wanted when I felt good)
>be made fun of at school
>have no idea how to respond to them
>like don't mentally understand how to react or what was happening
>just give them more attention
>make friends with ass holes and people who couldn't give a damn about me
>in my mind I thought they were just messing with me
>finally realized they weren't my friends way too late to make new ones
>push any thought of them not being real friends into the back of my head and never think about it
>realize I was living a lie in high school
>realize I don't know how to live any other way
>find 4chan
>read stories that make me hate the world
still do
>>29936841
That sounds awful not going to lie, when you were physically capable you should have found him during one of his episodes and absolutely knocked him the fuck out
>>29940967
dont happen to be from scotland do you? I met a guy at a party who sounds a lot like you
>>29941567
I've never been to a party, also I live in Texas, so no
>Brother is a sociopath. He's 10 years older.
> Father was an alcoholic, used to beat the shit out of us, used to burn me with cigarette, left when I was 4.
> Mother have to work, leave me with my brother. He tortures animals to make me cry and beats me daily.
> When I was like 6/7 years old, brother starts to sexually harass me
> Brother get inpatient, harass me at the clinic when we visit him. So disgusting, I remember him touching and kissing me.
> Brother killed and raped a girl just before he turns 18. Goes to jail. City is small, everybody knows.
> City wants to revenge on me and my mother. I couldn't go to school or leave my home for nothing. I was 8. People wanted to kill me.
> He left prison, we move to a new city. I get the news about moving on the they of moving, couldn't say goobye to anyone.
> The beating continues, he gets more and more violent. I have no friends at school and get bullied.
> Tried suicide at age 11. Then, just get more sick...depression, panic attacks, suicide attempts, and list goes on.
> At age 20 brother stops hitting me. The sexual harassment stoped at 12.
> Now I'm just here existing. I wish I could die, I'm too ugly inside and outside. I don't deserve life.
As a kid, I committed the cardinal sin of being a little too friendly. I don't mean that as a euphemism. I was slightly friendlier than most kids because I was this really happy kid. They bullied that out of me and never stopped. That's not the only cause, but it started the downward spiral and was a big contributor to what I am today.
I honestly have no clue. In theory I should be a completely well adjusted person. Was raised by good parents, was socialized more than enough (especially as an only child), had several close friends, and really no discernible problems with the way I was raised.
And yet against all odds I've managed to become a complete fuck up. I seriously feel bad for my parents. I'm their only kid and they really deserve better.
>>29935086
>What damaged you?
Nothing
>What made you for who you are?
What?
>Was it daddy issues?
No
>Was it rape?
No
>Was it society as a whole?
Yes, but I can't blame them. I'm obviously not alpha enough to pass on my genes, I've come to terms with the fact that I'll die alone. Such is life.
>What made you a robot?
Genetics?
I'm not a robot. Does checking that captcha make u a liar?
