Anyone else here have body dysmorphia?
It's been making me seriously contemplate suicide for a very long time now. I can't handle being so different from what I want to be, which is already somewhat far out of typical reality.
To make it that much worse, it feels like it might be paired withgender dysphoria.
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>>29925904
idk there's trannys and shit but they're also just a meme
Are you on any antidepressants or stims or anything bro?
>>29926619
nope, not at alloriginality
>>29926719
Have you tried talking to a therapist or anything of the sort?
>>29926876
not yet, no. I feel things would be far too difficult to put into words and would have very unsuccessful results, if any
>>29926926
I would suggest starting a daily journal to record your thoughts. That may sound silly and pointless, but it actually helps with articulating thoughts in my experience. If you are having a hard time putting these feelings into words, maybe doing this would help you out. Plus, keeping track of your daily life has been shown to help in cases of depression, so if that's something you're dealing with as well to any degree (not implying, just throwing this in), it might help there too.
>>29925904
Same here anon but I don't think it would work for me, I was born at the wrong place at the wrong time so I just try to chill until I die.
I stopped caring about a lot of stuff lol.
>>29927015
maybe. Used to, but I suppose I can start it up and be serious about it
>>29925904
I have reality dysmorphia
I never know if I'm being crazy or if other people are
>>29925904
Me and it's awful.
I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror or even glance at myself. It only fuels my intense urge to die.
>>29927840
same here
I only feel okay for about 5-10 seconds after masturbating or when I'm asleep.
Fuck, even when I'm masturbating or sleeping, I feel like shit. I can never stay hard and I can never stay asleep
>>29928770
Sleeping is the only time I get any relief, but like you said, it's hard to even get a good sleep. Masturbating leads to bad feels.