I hate my vagina so much that I wither and die thinking about
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I hate my vagina so much that I wither and die thinking about sex (and I can't even shower because I can't be naked) and I have been socially isolated my whole life and I have never had a bf and i am kissless and handholdless. I have talked to guys before but as soon as I tell them I am too mentally ill to have sex they run the other way. i hate being incel and i hate being a robot and i want to kms
i just want to live a normal life and get a sweet bf. pic unrelated, just trying to make you guys feel better since i can't.
>>29915764
>vagina
didn't even read the rest
post your tits or get out
>>29915764
Why do you hate your vagina?
I dream of having a gf like OP. It just seems so wonderful to really help someone out, and if they help me out with my problem too then we could become inseparable friends and share a deep connection that normies can't even fathom.
>>29915834
I think I hate it because I hate having to participate in womanhood and all it entails, and also who could love a fishy gash?
>>29915861
Thanks anon... that is really kind of you to say on this horrible thorny board.
>>29915955
OP, I would be interested in helping you feel better about yourself.
To be honest, I want to feel better too, but I want to have a mutual help thing. Pls help me have a mutual help thing, OP.
>>29915955
Sounds like you should be a trans dude.
Also I've seen a lot of male robots here saying that the idea of sex frightens them and they just want someone to cuddle and watch movies/play vidya with
If you're a woman and can't have sex your life is useless. Kill yourself.
>>29915764
So you gonna post your pussy or what? Otherwise this thread is pointless.
>>29915999
oh yeah also I should maybe add that I'm not trying to coerce you into having sex or anything. I mean, it would be nice to be able to be erotic yeah, but I completely respect you wanting not to, I mean, I have similar feelings about my body. I just, didn't ask for any of this, y'know? Though I'm sure the technology to change one's body will be around someday in our lifetimes. Though getting to that point in time would be hard without someone to share feelings with :(
Are you seeing a professional about this? If not, you absolutely should be.
>>29916063
>>oh yeah also I should maybe add that I'm not trying to coerce you into having sex or anything. I mean, it would be nice to be able to be erotic yeah, but I completely respect you wanting not to
fucking cringe dude
>>29916071
>every unusual behavior must be stamped out
fuck you and your "mental illnesses" normie
>INB4 SIXTEEN HUNDRED THOUSAND MILLION BILLION TRILLION QUADRILLION QUINTILLION SEXTILLION REPLIES
>>29916089
I'm just saying how I feel. Feelings can be cringey I suppose, but I truly mean what I said. I am not looking to connect with OP for sex reasons, it's for something else.
>>29916063
Way to queer the deal, autismo. You had a charming Holden Cauflield vibe before this. Now you sound either pathetic or dangerous, but certainly undesirable. Keep it in your head next time.
>HEY GUYS I'M A GIRL
>tfw all your threads sink to the bottom of the board with 0 replies
>>29915764
>can't even shower
ok this is bait but I am going to reply anyways
Anon, I feel pretty similar to you about sex. Every time I think about having sex I get really anxious, and even if I can be fine talking to girls otherwise, I get really scared when I am in a sexual situation.
But I still really want a gf to cuddle with - I still really want intimacy even if sex scares me
I think lots of robots on here are like me, have you considered finding a robot bf on here?
>>29916063
>this fucking post
Kill yourself you autistic fuck.
>>29916114
>keep it in your head next time
Never. I will not don a fucking normie facade like you do. I know there is someone out there that could understand me and I will not rest untill I find them.
>>29916111
>Haha yeah I'm in this for the feelings not the sex, unless you want to jk lol. Wait do you want to?
>>29916004
I can't be a tranny because I hate doctors, I don't know if you noticed but i hate anything to do with my vagina, including having a scalpel taken to it. as well I would basically lose everything i have. Thanks for the sentiment anon.
>>29916063
would you describe it as a hatred? or a fear? or just like general dysphoria or what?
>>29916071
I am and they all suggest transitioning and like I said, I can't/won't
>>29915764
Don't worry you'll like having a vagina once you get your clit sucked
>>29915764
>Tfw when you will never peacefully, painlessly and instantaneously erase all dogs, factory farm animals, laboratory animals, circus animals and every other exploited animal from existence
>>29916148
I'll hold your hand op
>>29916148
Alienation is how I feel about my body. It doesn't represent what I want to be like, it doesn't represent the things I value, it doesn't let me do what I want to do. I value freedom, and sincerity, and empathy. I want to be able to convey those things with my form. I don't want to be limited to being a guy who's height of emotional expression is something like jamming genitals together, that just seems like such a phony expression of empathy to me.
>>29916095
>I hate my vagina so much that I wither and die thinking about sex
>can't even shower because I can't be naked
>want to kms
> too mentally ill to have sex
I'm not saying she needs to become a Stacey and start fucking everyone. I'm saying it is unhealthy to be unable to shower and to experience this kind of self revulsion. If she had said "I want to find a boyfriend and have a sexless relationship but I can't" then there would be no controversy. Clearly, however, there is something wrong here.
>>29916192
I don't agree. I think that she can keep her opinion and still live a comfortable life. Though a shrink would try to change her mind or give her a surgery or some fucked up shit like that.
>>29916004
SHUT THE FUCK UP SHUT THE FUCK UP STOP FUCKING TELLING BUTCH WOMEN THAT WE'RE TRANS YOU FUCKING LIBERAL BITCH
>>29916227
>conservative butch grill
be my gf
>>29916222
That's exactly what I'm saying: she can keep the opinion and live a comfortable life. It's the inability to perform basic hygiene and go without this self-inflicted emotional punishment that I am talking about.
She probably would have to shop around for a professional, but I don't think this is the sort of thing that should be acceptable. Sorting out problems like this is really what clinical psychology was about, not jamming people into moulds.
>>29916128
I have tried that before... (never met up with them but thats beside the point) i have talked to a lot of robots who end up deleting me off skype because of the convo turning to sex and me telling them i'm sorry but i can't..
even the most kind robots turn on you after that and i can't take it anymore
>>29916222
agree, fucking transcult trying to define womanhood as liking makeup, heels, etc
she said she hates womanhood and all it entails, but guess what OP, WOMANHOOD IS A PATRIARCHAL CONSTRUCT THAT NORMIES INVENTED TO CONTROL YOU AND YOU CAN BE FEMALE WITHOUT WEARING FUCKING MAKEUP
I need an r9k gf
My only romantic interest was in the ward
I don't need sex (cuddles are too legit though)
I LITERALLY CANNOT TOUCH A WOMAN UNLESS SHE TOUCHES ME FIRST
add me, give me a line
Please be in
VANCOUVER
A
N.
>>29916295
>YOU AND YOU CAN BE FEMALE WITHOUT WEARING FUCKING MAKEUP
fucking this all day.
I love this thread, I feel like there's some catcher in the rye tier anti-phonying going on
>>29916134
Based, keep it up bro.
>>29916278
post your skype, I don't know about other anons but I have literally never talked about sex with anyone directly either online or offline
even on skype to strangers I just feel uncomfortable talking about it desu
>>29916134
a little honesty on this board is refreshing, never change anon
>instagram picture
Fuck off roastie
Women can't be virgins.you thought i was joking?
>>29916277
I actually have a hard time finding a doctor who doesn't immediately try to convince me to cut up my genitals and live the rest of my life as a man. Or who doesn't tell me that I'm fucked in the head essentially. and that i'll die alone.
>>29916134
>I will not don a fucking normie facade like you do.
Good work Anonymous, keep it up.
>>29916227
Calm down you weirdo. Not liking girly shit obviously doesn't make the OP trans, it's not about her being "butch". It's about her hating her vagina which IS transgendery. Women who are just butch don't hate their pussies.
>>29916178
HEY ANON CHECK THIS OUT :)))
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pit_of_despair
BOY HOWDY IT SURE IS TRAGIC WHEN PEOPLE DIE WE ARE TRULY THE NOBLEST SPECIES
>tfw OP sounds cute, and you're a devout Catholic so no sex isn't an issue
>>29916369
please don't die alone OP, I sympathize with your plight why can't we share feels about this together.
I want to help you take showers and stuff without changing your mind about your vagoo or trying to convince you to become a man or anything barbaric like that
>>29916371
Stop samefagging, everyone can tell it's you.
>>29916404
I'm not samefagging, but the person that keeps praising me might be. I too am skeptical of more than one person praising me.
>>29916381
FUCKING FALSE I hated my vulva for a long time because of porn and pornsick men and have spoken to many women with the same experience. Just look at this board's roastie meme, I mean fucking frankly ask yourself how that would make you feel if you were a woman.
>>29916295
nobody said anything about wearing makeup and performing femininity you fucking mong. take it back to tumlr
>>29916278
have you tried seeking help
>>29916432
This is 4chan
My opinions aren't shaped by it
>>29916404
>>29916423
I am >>29916371 and that's the only post I made praising him. Also I am the butch bitch
>>29916432
fucking thank you.
the roastie meme is terrible.
There is nothing wrong with large labia at all.
Fuck all these people shaming people with large labia. Why the fuck do people shame at all? Shaming is the shittiest invention of all time.
>>29916278
OP please add me to Skype, I will literally never bother you about sex, it is not my MO.
10 minute mail
[email protected]
>>29916465
Yeah, but you realize that impressionable young people come here? Nerdy girls aren't typically bastions of self-esteem to begin with.
>>29916399
Anon, think about what you are saying. Do you honestly believe you have the answer that trained psychiatrists don't? That after all those millions spent on pharmacological research and psychological studies that it was a simple as finding a supportive friend who'd tell you to just be yourself?
It is absurd. Noble, but nothing less than ludicrous.
>>29915764
>>29915955
You should be happy to have a vagina.
If you had a dick instead, no guy would want you, at least not for anything serious, or anything including some mount of love.
Why don't you just some older guy? That shouldn't be too hard, assuming you haven't eaten yourself fat.
>>29916480
idk it's as if a majority female board had a penis shaming meme... queue the grumpy bumpy retaliation meme!!
>>29916432
>> ask yourself how that would make you feel if you were a woman.
The entire point of the word is to make you feel bad, we use it because we don't want women here. Get the fuck out.
>>29916495
>muh appeal to authority
think about what a degree really is. It's just a fucking paper saying someone wasted assloads of money. And all the content they were tested on to get that piece of paper is whatever the fuck normies think everyone should be forced to believe.
Being knowledgeble doesnt require going to school, and usually being knowledgeable doesnt involve being indoctrinated with normie nonsense.
>>29916514
>Why don't you just some older guy?
OP DO NOT DO THIS! Older men will use you like a prostitute.
>>29916480
women shame men for
>height
>facial structure
>skin
>voice
>hair
>muscle density
>hand softness/size
>smile
>family
>friends
>hobbies
>emotions
>feelings
>opinions
while women have to deal with none of that.
you don't like a little inside joke poking fun at big vaginas? boo. fucking. hoo.
you'd kill yourself in a week if you were a man. suck it up.
>OP is a trans faggot vagmale not actually a girl
Ew gross please don't email me lmao
>>29916491
If girls come here that's on them for being retards, we go out of our fucking way to be unwelcoming and make it clear that we don't want women posting here and that we won't treat them well if they reveal their gender.
>>29916063
next level bait or super autistic doormat beta teenager
>>29916522
Make me get out you sexist piece of shit :)
>>29916495
Trained psychiatrists don't know shit
>tfw would genuinely click with OP because of similar feelings but OP has had too many poor encounters with other robots to trust me
save me from these feels
>>29916564
yeah pretty much.
None of them know shit about psychoanalysis or anything else with credibility, all of them just by the conveniant modern shit that is all about shaming the patient into conformity
>>29916531
Oh fuck you, I have had literally every single one of those things you listen TOTALLY SHIT ON by multiple fucking men over the course of my life TO THE POINT WHERE I EXCLUSIVELY PREFER TO SOCIALIZE WITH WOMEN IN REAL LIFE
>>29916563
>>hurr durr have you considered that a word you invented specifically to degrade women and make them feel bad might make them feel bad
Women are so fucking dumb
>>29916523
If you think you have the answer, by all means submit it to the APA for testing.
The reason psychiatrists aren't doing it because it's an intuitive but inefficacious solution. Google the end result of attempting to resolve somebody's mental illness the way you suggest. You will find plenty of stories that start with a great deal of optimism and compassion and end with two mentally ill people.
>>29916584
hell, they not only shame the patient, they straight up threaten the patient with putting them in the ward if they act remotely suicidal or anything like that
patients are not even allowed to say anything true to modern day shrinks
>>29916568
she's a butch not a qt
just find a cuteboy
>>29916568
this is why men have to tell off other men when they hurt women
>>29916606
wow fuck you, you're as shallow as normies.
OP seems like a cool person and it doesn't matter what they look like. All I care about is the great potential I see with finally being understood when talking to them.
>>29916606
butch girls are qt to me
>>29916584
>psychoanalysis
>credibility
Psychoanalysis was thrown out for its lack of credibility! These days it is used by far more literary scholars to spice up their critiques than doctors.
>>29916595
>women don't hate their genitals
>yes they do
>no they don't why would they
>golly
>>29916623
spoiler alert this board is full of normie beta loser cuckold men
>>29916623
Shut the fuck up whiteknight.
>>29916624
That's cool then, short hair triggers me so if they follow that meme I find them repulsive if they aren't 2D.
>>29916637
If women would take the hint and stop coming here they wouldn't be exposed to it. I cannot fucking think of a board anywhere on the internet that's less welcoming or more hostile to women than r9k, but somehow you keep showing up
We're not seeking you out to give you our abuse, you willingly come here to receive it, even though we make it 100% clear that abuse is what women are going to get here. You're a bunch of neurotic masochists.
Actually even this length is fine.
If you get a military faggot cut seriously fucking kill yourself, nobody should do that, not even guys.
>men are no longer allowed to have empathetic relationships because of the "whiteknight" meme
JUST
>>29916687
?
You're just defending it like a whiteknight faggot.
>>29916530
Thank you anon, I am kind of naive... though I certainly believe older men often prey on young women with low self esteem. i can't risk something like that out of shame largely... i would kill myself if someone took advantage of me that way
>>29916660
But short hair on girls is better
>>29916682
gotta agree with this.
I think medium length hair is ideal for both genders. Short hair usually sucks, and long hair is okay but medium hair is just superior.
>>29916676
I come here solely to challenge and mock you.
>>29916712
UUUUh content?
>>29916554
i feel welcome anon-kun :3c
>>29916730
Whining about how we use mean words towards women isn't mockery, anon
>>29915955
That is really sad, OP. You should consider therapy, perhaps hypnosis. Probably you had some kind of traumatic experience during your developmental years that created this neurosis.
I'd recommend autosuggestion. Write 15 times, every day, that you love yourself and your body and that you easily find loving, intimate relationships.
Watch this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KD6JQ3LWG2s
Try it. I wish more people knew about this.
Fact is a girl is only good for her cunt, so is OP basically worthless?
>>29916737
male baitposter spotted.
>>29916623
thank you anon but i didn't mention in the thread that i am fucking hideous because im not attentionwhoring, im really suffering and i am too ashamed to tell anybody irl that i have this problem; i am too ashamed to acknowledge i have a vagina in real life
>>29916862
At least you fit in well here, we're all a bunch of self loathing fucks.
>>29916862
Please be in vancouver
>>29916862
To be honest, anon, you shouldn't worry about how you look.
The people that would care about you for who you are will see past your looks if you ever find someone like that.
I mean, I'm skeptical that people who are capable of seeing past looks entirely exist, but I'd like to think that they do cause I'm hoping to meet one.
>>29916862
>i am fucking hideous
The cutest ones always say this.
>>29916862
is the ass phat tho
>>29916903
no, you don't know. it's borderline deformity.
that plus acne and self-cut bangs and fat.
>>29916994
I bet your inner beauty is profound though,
you sure sound like it
>>29915764
So you do want a bf but you don't want sex?
>>29917019
>inner beauty
Top Kek
>>29917037
it's not that I don't want to be intimate, but because of my attitude toward my body, I don't feel like it can ever happen. I would probably self destruct if somebody touched or saw my vagina
>>29915764
Why not posted nudes yet?
I need more fap material
>>29917071
Some people have wonderful personalities and are just a source of good feels and interest all around.
>>29917091
Nobody cares about your "personality" if you're hideous
>>29917091
Sure, but you don't know enough about the OP to be saying that about her. You're only saying it in the hope of getting attention from her. She probably knows that too, women get that from guys all the time so they're good at picking up on it.
>>29917073
are you 15? cuz you sound underage
>>29917146
no, I'm 22.
>>29917124
Well you're probably right about me not having enough information on OP to say that and be certain. I'm just projecting cause I relate so much.
>>29917109
That's bs. All I want is to meet someone that could appreciate sincerity and not care about looks.
Post a pic of your face.
You're anonymous after all, but we need to evaluate your situation before we can be of any help.
I really do want to help, OP, but I really do need to see your face for that.
I'm not baiting.
>>29917165
>not care about looks
Everyone cares about looks, It's in our dna
>>29917194
>its in our dna
sure, facial recognition is a feature of our brains, but caring about looks is a personality thing
>>29917155
maybe you should grow up. Sex is always painful and bit disguting at the begining for girls.
>>29917189
you barely convinced me anon. i only have one pic of me without pimples and this is it. please be gentle but honest.
>>29917228
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FUCK YOU OH MY GOD JUST DIE JUST FUCKING DIE WOMEN ARE FUCKING EVIL NARCISSISTIC WHORES FUUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK YOUUUUUUUUUUUU
>>29917228
you're qt! add muh skype
xxcumfartxx
>>29917228
>qt SJW attentionwhore
every time
>>29917228
OP would it mean anything to you if I said you were attractive? I do think so, even though I am that guy that kept going on about how personality is all that. I can't help it OP, but physical cuteness is a bonus.
>>29917228
Are you fucking kidding me?
[Spoiler] 8/10 [/spoiler]
>>29917228
Im the one you quoted.
You're not hideous by any means. Not stunning, but not ugly.
Sounds like a self-esteem problem unless there is something this picture doesnt show.
>>29917287
look, i don't know how i look like a social justice warrior... i just need help, i need help and have cripplingly low self esteem and hate my vagina and want to die most days.
>>29917347
Post pic of vagina
We will rate
>>29917347
OP, please you gotta at least trust one of us here to try and help you out. I personally think I am a good candidate for helping out since I have similar self esteem issues and it would be cool to help each other resolve them.
>>29917374
please... don't make me. i really can't. the mere idea makes me suicidal. ;~;
Damn it must feel good to be getting all this attention ;_;
I wish I could be like OP
>>29917347
You're an attention whore who just wants people to tell her she looks good. If you were actually ugly you wouldn't have posted that pic
just kys
>>29917391
maybe it would bolster your self esteem to get praise form us OP
Why no pussy pic yet? Spred them folds we need to jack off
>>29917347
You know, you will probably not find what you are looking for on 4chan. Im being honest.
Im sure we are missing most of your background and it would be stupid to share social media here for finding friends or lovers or whatever. Plus, half of the people on the thread are expecting tits.
Anyway, there is no magic meme that will cure your depression when posted here. Dont feel pressured for having a vagina, either. I know many women who dont have sexual lives at all and are happy. Maybe you need some goals? A job, college... something like that. Just my guess.
Welp, hope I helped. Good luck.
>tfw no OP gf
>tfw virgin but not interested in sex any more
>tfw just want someone to love and hold during the lonely nights
>tfw will never meet someone like OP
>>29917393
there there anon ;_;
>>29916149
>implying it's easy to find a man to go down on you
>>29916095
This is obviously causing her distress. Why wouldn't she try to get it fixed?
>>29917393
it took 3 of us to think up this thread get some internet friends to help you out. my goal was 100 posts and i got way more. the bad part is that this is someone's irl problem. the good part is that it is fictionalized here so please don't worry about me
>>29917228
lose weight and you'll become Stacy
t. girl
>>29917347
idk what to say femanon, you sound like a female version of me.
>tfw no gf to support each other through our struggles and grow together
Guess I'll just die alone...
>>29917442
I will hold you anon,
I just want to be understood ;_; ,
I will give you the care that nobody else would because I too just want to be cared for ;____;
I am the guy you said "there there" to btw
I feel the same OPie. I hate my penis and absolutely dread the idea of sex even though I really want it.
I refuse to believe God exist. If he does, he wouldn't make people like us while at the same time people like Chad and Stacy exist. I fucking refuse to believe it. Fuck him.
>>29917445
You are a class A jesta mi friendo
>>29917462
oh.
well, I feel manipulated.
Though, you did provoke some feels from me so thanks! It's like playing a visual novel or something.
>>29917445
>mfw the only sexual contact I ever had was going down once on a girl
Ayy...
HOLY FUCK JUST POST YOUR PUSSY AND GET IT OVER WITH I AIN'T GOT ALL DAY
>>29917445
I would go down on you OP,
in fact I really really really want to
>>29917506
I'm sorry. The problem is real and the picture is me, but my friend helped me write it and we wrote it to get responses. I didn't realize i'd see so much kindness on here.if I wrote the thread to my standards the v word wouldn't even be used due to how uncomfortable I am with it
What I like about this specific camwhore is that she made it feel really personal, and I legit had some feels.
>>29917480
Maybe we'll meet in the next life brother
>>29917543
no, dont be sorry, please! You did great, I love'd the thread. It feels so good to feel something.
>>29917543
see this is what makes me hate women, why do you do this to us? Can't you just let us have genuine feels
>>29917546
love you, anon. you've all been very kind and helpful and I'm sorry for everything.
>>29917576nothing is genuine, everybody is just on a spectrum of norminess with varying degrees of facade
the sooner you embrace this, the sooner you can settle down into the earth and embrace the ever nothing
>>29917576
We're not women. i do however feel guilty and I do think I'll never do this again. It was my idea to come clean. My friend went to bed, he;d still have this going if he could.
>>29917619
>not even actually girls
thank you so much OP ;__;
you're a true artist, write a novel or make a webcomic or something, make me feel
I am a true fan of you work
>>29917543
>>29917592
I think you missed my post, but I think it might help
>>29917436
Also, dont be so hard ln yourself. That sounds silly but its the best brotip for life
>>29917260
>xxcumfartxx
fucking aye
>>29917462
what would 3 guys get out of posting a thread where they pretend to be a girl. I genuinely don't get it
>>29917683
feelings.
lots and lots of feelings.
also I suppose they could con some suckers out of their money.
>>29917683
Well, partially we thought it would help us get through our own problems, so we combined them (which is why it's realistic). Another part is the desire for a successful thread so we kept it moving and open-ended and I personally wanted it to be a welcoming place to talk earnestly and openly.tfw my greatest work will be a thread that 404s in a couple hours
This is why you demand timestamped proof when a "girl" posts you morons.
>>29917742
I liked the last bit.
It was nice when the thread had a period for which everyone was holden from catcher in the rye and just seemed to want to free themselves of phonyness.
please consider getting out of 4chan and suicide
>>29917391
Please do it. You obviously have a perverted sense of what's attractive.
The picture you posted is not of an ugly person, maybe your vagina is the same?
>>29916063
Top quality bait my man
Original post
>>29917073
Oh man, that just makes me really want to see your vagina, and tell you how much I like it.
You sound nice, and I'd probably be willing to try a relationship with you if you were willing to work on getting more comfortable with your womanhood (both conceptual and physiological) by talking through your feelings about it and eventually trying gradual exposure/contact.
>>29915764
I hate vaginas too.
I don't want to have sex.
Holding hand and maybe cuddling is debatable.
However I'm a shit tier male so you would never consider me boyfriend material.
