It's back, boys, the feeling is back. It's been exactly 7 days of happiness and now I strongly want to kill my self again.
Anyway, bad feels thread?
>make a bad feels thread
>only gets one reply
>thread dies
I will help u avoid my fate
>>29902401
I had a similar thing twice last year, except my times of happiness were shorter. The first one was around August 20 and the second one was from October 29 to November 1.
I don't know what I feel anymore.
>>29902537
When I said happy, I really meant not suicidal desu
>>29902401
Hell, I'd welcome back suicidal feelings at this point. Anything to feel like myself again. Right now I feel like I'm some machine that's not really fitting in this skin suit.
I haven't been happy/notsuicidal for like 1.5 years now. I feel like a ticking timebomb. One of these days I will do it.