>tfw missed out on youth
>>29899565
What, anon-kun?
>>29899565
Bro I'm only 20 and I spend a good amount of time wishing I'd appreciated my youth and not rushed so fast to grow up. I'm sure it gets worse...
who here /redpilledtooearly/?
>>29899565
>tfw missed out on my youth because I was ugly
ATTRACTIVNES IS EVERYTHING
>>29899565
>turning 21 in a couple months
>KV of course
>missed out on prime teen pussy and pure and innocent teenage love
>Spent my youth staring into a computer screen playing shitty games while my mum always guilt tripped me, complained at me and made me feel like complete shit for it
fuck i fucking hate myself
>>29899755
Same here. Finally swole at 33.
Too late? Nah, but still sucks I didnt do it at 23.
>>29899680
just take me back senpai. ill do anything.
>Mock people who failed at school for throwing 1 year of their life away
>I threw 18 years of my life away without noticing
>>29899565
How does that feel? I really need to know, as I have really weird feeling for my youth.
>>29899777
>pure and innocent teenage love
This is how I know you don't know how teenage love is.
>>29899832
Maybe you should've take the guilt tripping and shit feeling to heart and used it to better yourself. That's what I did at the age of 15 and I have never regretted it.
I'm 19 and this thread is hitting me where it hurts - my empty, black heart...
Lost my youth to autism.
Why the fuck even live?
As long as you had fun playing videogames or whatever in your teenage years and childhood, why care what you didn't do? You still have plenty young adult years to do other things.
>make fun of normies as a kid for not buckling down on academics
>got through a mental breakdown in university and lose everything
It was all for nothing. At least they got to enjoy their teenage years.
>>29900214
I didn't though. I was a poor, miserly kid who only studied and burned time online reading intransigent news articles online thinking I would have time for fun once I made money. Now I'm a young adult NEET who has nothing.
>>29900019
Teenage sex is bad imo. Nobody knows what's good and you have to discover it first. Might be exciting but I'm enjoying my mid-20 sex much more.
spent my youth being a friendless neet. I don't recommend it. I'm still one now.
>>29899680
>>29900135
>>29900278
AHHUH FEELS IM DYING AHHHHH
>>29900278
>make fun of normies as a kid for not buckling down on academics
>got through a mental breakdown in university and lose everything
Exactly me
>>29900417
You want to be friends, anon? I hate unifags on here because they trigger bad feels.
>>29899565
JUST FUCKING KILLL MEEEEEE, MY LIFE WAS JUST OVER THEREEEEEEE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!But seriously, we where destined to be fucking outcasts, do you really think any of the robots would be able to not fuck ANYTHING up with their autism given the chance to go back?
>>29900433
Ok, sure, thank you my newly acquired friend.
>>29900457
O-oh, I thought we were to exchange contact info, circlejerk about past academic victories, and then never speak again. Excuse me for being the autist.
>>29899680
People underestimate this. Don't jump down every rabbit hole you see. It's not like I can do anything about all the shit I learn.
>>29900724
>Don't jump down every rabbit hole you see
fuck, that describes my "youth" pretty well...
>>29899565
>tfw 27 and missed out on teenage sex, missing out on adult sex too
maybe i could get some geriatric sex later down the road?
>>29899565
It's almost like I wasn't allowed to have or enjoy mine, I've spent years trying to figure out why I was so socially outcasted and socially isolated..No one told me anything, they just left me behind and ruined my life.
>almost 24
>mentally ill neet
>friends have almost completely drifted away and have careers, have finished uni, etc
>tfw have done nothing but get progressively worse in every way since high school
Every day I want to die
>friend is really good with math, IT, etc
>studies all the time to get bachelor's, then master's
>he used to play vidya and go out but no more
>gets amazing job with high pay, company pays for his travel and living expenses
>stuck in developing ancient dinosaur software for the financial sector
>project makes no progress, some people leave
>he comes home at 8pm
>he spends his weekend listening to his 5/10 Literature Major gf telling boring stories about her exams
>when I look at him, I see the stare
>that distant stare while going "uh-huh, yeah, really?"
>he switches tv channels aimlessly
>tons of money in the bank
>cute but not really attractive gf yapping on and on
>the stare that asks
>did I get memed?
This guy is better than me at pretty much everything and yet... this is what you get? I don't know man
He's qualified to do so much more
>been in a relationship for 3 years
>missed out entirely on the tinder craze
life is suffereing
>>29901019
>developing ancient dinosaur software for the financial sector
That's pretty much hell for paid programmers that have even a modicum of ambition and ingenuity.
>5/10 gf
>cute
Wew lad.
>>29901019
Fuck this was supposed to be a thread, whatever. Fits here too
>>29899565
>on the face of it had quite a good youth
>had a gf, friends and went to a party from time to time
>be 21 and alone
>realise that my immense autism and histrionics has pushed everyone I know away from me
>tfw finally coming to terms with years of awful behaviour
>tfw 25
>tfw too old for 18-20 girls
>tfw you'll be a wizard
>my entire childhood I moved through 3 states because my stupid ass mom and dad were addicts
>finally settle in small town and have friends in my last two years of highschool
>moved again and lost contact with them
>I move out and am alone now
>find out my parents got back together even though they're divorced
YOU RUINED MY CHILDHOOD BECAUSE YOU COULDN'T STAND TO BE AROUND EACH OTHER ONLY TO BE TOGETHER AGAIN THIS LATE IN LIFE?? MY SUFFERING MEANT FUCKING NOTHING TO YOU?? ALL OF THAT MOVING FOR NOTHING?!?!? I WAS GONNA PLAY FOOTBALL AND HAVE FRIENDS
>>29901066
Same, feels bad mang
>>29901189
>>tfw too old for 18-20 girls
Quite the contrary. At least that's what I gathered from normie posts.
>>29901293
Not what I've heard, but even then, they would lose interest the moment they acknowledge I'm a virgin.
>>29901157
I just wish my parents had gotten professional help to help me with autism and adjusting to their world. The symptoms were obvious from the beginning (delayed speech, obvious deficits in social competency) but I guess my dad saw it more fit to just shove me around and tell me to "man up". My mom saw all the answers in the jehovah's witness cult she had converted to, which for me meant getting dragged out every saturday morning to get yelled at by strangers on their doorsteps. I left the religion at 18 and lost my entire social circle with it, pretty much vilified by family/former friends.
I feel so fucked up, pushing others away is all I know at this point.
>>29901766
wow, exactly same thing happened to me. (My mom wasn't a jenovah's witness or anything but the story is the same) I was an accident and my father left soon after my birth, so my mother never cared enough to pay for specialists.
I realized I was autism a little after 20, even thought I was alone all my life I always thought it was my personal fault.
>had plenty of experiences and got some friends
>they all work now
>no reason to go outside anymore
>computer all day every day
>>29899832
christ that sounds like me
20 years old and I've done fucking nothing
>>29901157
You're a failed normie. At least you've had good experiences, stop complaining
>spent youth playing flash games with autistic friends
not sure what to feel
>>29900287
This makes no sense.
If I'm a virgin at 17 and sex is awkward
Would difference would being a virgin at 25 be?
I still wouldn't know what I'm doing and it's still a discovery period. Except now you're considered a creepy loser.
>>29902059
better than playing games with no friends.
>>29901066
>tinder craze
I know 3 people who ended up with a STD/STI and 10 other people who I don't know directly.
Shit is not worth it and is a pool of degeneracy.
>tfw raised by the internet and games
The only thing my parents ever did was stunt my growth by never letting me out of the house.
>>29902110
>stunt my growth by never letting me out of the house
>letting
My parents tried their best but there is no appeal in playing with other kids after "What a mansion!"
>>29902110
I had a few friends when I was younger, slowly grown more shut in over the years. Literally haven't seen a friend IRL for 3 years
Does anyone else regret not doing well academically?
>up until the age of 16 I always failed school, had no friends, hated myself and was told to get a job at 16 due to not being "smart" enough for further study
>decided to move schools and give it one last shot, m-m-maybe the normies are wrong about me
>within about a year it becomes obvious that I'm the smartest person there and that I'd failed earlier due to depression/ high stress, I also began having friends which was nice
>tfw failing previously means that my uni applications are fucked
>tfw based teacher tells you "You seem like the sort of student who would of gone to Oxford if you had a better chance at it"
>tfw the normies seem to have "forgot" that a few years ago you were told to get a job at 16 and that they "always believed I could do it"
>tfw I am NEVER going to get another chance
I want to beat the absolute crap out of the normies for this, I fucking hate them the stupid lying cunts.
>>29899565
>tfw had super over protective parents since forever
>move to the US during childhood from shitty Europoor country
>culture shock gets them into even higher levels of protection
>"anon don't talk to anyone or look at anyone"
>not allowed to go out with school friends
>can't invite school friends over without setting up an appointed time in the future for event
>can't go to birthday parties or anything because parents think someone will kill me/kidnap me
>they ask why I'm sad and depressed all the time and get mad when I say I just want to play with friends
>get mad when I get hobbies like video games and programing because "why don't you have friends"
>even walking to the 711 down the road was too extreme because apparently in a quarter of a mile something awful would happen to me
Pretty much lived like pic related until university where they freaked out when I said I was going out of state. I just needed to get the hell away from that shit.
>>29900756
B-baka it's not like I was gonna give you a lethal dose of morphine or anything....
>>29902194
In America you could have just gone to community college for 2 years and then transferred into prestigious universities, with your high school GPA meaning nothing. Shame you're trapped in a hellhole.
>>29902194
that sucks
i dropped out of high school when i was 15 due to family issues. really no reason i can't just go back and finish, but i'm lazy and socially isolated as hell. i'm 20 now and all i want to do is shoot myself, but no gun and i couldn't do that to my mother.
>>29902194
Yeah I had a lot of shit going on when I was younger. Really angsty, chip on the shoulder type. I always scored really high on tests and classroom participation which is why every year my teachers recommended me for AP and CP classes. My downfall was I refused to do any homework which killed my grades. In the end I dropped out and paid for a GED doing odd manual labor jobs. Got my GED so I felt a little better about having completed something, starting working a full time blue collar job and now I'm in the corporate world. I always wonder what my life would have been like if I applied the work ethic I always had back then
>>29902194
Yeah, me, although I'm quite different to you
I was a good student for most of my early years, but towards the end I started becoming isolated, depressed and anxious. Had no friends left by the end of school. Did ok until about 16 but then I fucked up my A-Levels big time. Been depressed as shit for the last few years, probably gonna end it within a few years. Never had a job.
Are you in the UK too?
>>29902290
I'm sorry lad, I'd try going back though before you get older if I were you. I hope it gets better for you.
>>29900759
Honestly the type of person who uses a trip on 4chan is usually the type of person who deserves to be bullied. It was that kid who thought he was cool and got a lot of attention but really everyone hated and he had no friends.
>>29902366
>but towards the end I started becoming isolated, depressed and anxious
>Had no friends left by the end of school
Yeah I'm in the UK fellow bong, that sounds exactly why I did badly earlier in my life.
I did much better at AS level just because I didn't have to put up with extreme stress and other bullshit constantly.
I feel for you.
>>29902464
>I did much better at AS level just because I didn't have to put up with extreme stress and other bullshit constantly.
That seems to be a common thing. Plenty of people I knew from before A-levels seemed to come out of their shell around that time, I constantly saw everyone in big groups of friends with their gfs/bfs. Most people seemed to enjoy it much more but I hated it as it went on. Most of the time I just wanted to burst into tears in class. I became unable to relate to everyone that was developing at a normal rate.
It's so fucking depressing seeing people who were behind or on the same level as you earlier in life now doing far better than you. Not just academic/career wise, but also romantically, sexually, financially and everything else. It just feels like society has completely shunned me. Literally nothing going for me, only reason I haven't an heroed yet is I don't want to make my parents upset.
>>29900724
My whole childhood was a rabbit hole
and probably my whole life too
>>29899565
>tfw will have to restart college halfway to 21 as a freshman again
what youth
>>29902755
>Most of the time I just wanted to burst into tears in class
>It just feels like society has completely shunned me
>I became unable to relate to everyone that was developing at a normal rate
This, especially the top one, and the stuff I green texted earlier sounds horribly familiar for me when I was 16
In my opinion what happens is as you get more stressed and so on you isolate yourself from people more (I began to hate most people aswell), and the cycle continues on and on until you drop out/want to die.
It's completely unfair when this happens, especially as nothing is done about it.
I got extremely lucky by having very supportive teachers when I moved school, and the students weren't as brutal to each other which meant that I did better due to less stress.
If I were you I would try going to a college of some sort and just care about doing well, don't bother/care with any of the normie bullshit. Your parents will hopefully support you and working hard gives you something to take your mind of things.
>>29899680
It's not that I was redpilled too early, I just couldn't truly make sense of the world or appreciate the grand scheme of things until I was 16, but by then it was too late and I had realized I missed out on a ton of shit from my childhood.
>>29902755
Not the guy you were replying to but I'm also a britbong what fucked up at a levels
>Went to a shit all boys school
>It was actually alright because I had a lot of friends
>No social cliques or anything, everybody is pretty chill, even the thug niggers were cool
>At 16 go to college
>Literally normie central
>Groups of normies everywhere
>Have no friends whatsoever
>Depressed and drop out after less than a year
It seems that those who dont break out of their shell by that age end up like us.
Just end it all laddo.
I was good at school. I was smart. I got good grades. I always did what I was told by parents and teachers. I never did anything bad or adventurous.
But that was OK, because as the authority figures in my life kept telling me I would have the better life later because I put my head in books and stayed out of trouble. The kids drinking and fucking and joking about would all end up miserable with shitty jobs.
IT WAS ALL A FUCKING LIE. REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
The normies are still fucking happy. Worst yet they look back on school with fond memories. They still fucking partying and fucking. They even get jobs so easy because they are so personable/have normie connections.
I honestly believe that female teachers play a role in all of this. I always noticed female teachers (especially younger ones) fawn over chads and put down the robot kids.
All women subconsciously hate beta males. Even an adult teacher in relation to schoolkids.
>>29902755
>The fattest kid in class is now graduated, ripped with a killer jawline and in a long-term relationship now with a large social circle
>I'm sitting here getting fatter with a handful of friends.
>>29903037
I have been caught in an awful cycle I guess, at this point I don't even know if it's possible or worth breaking. The students just mostly ignored me towards the end, guess people could just tell I wasn't worth bothering with. My parents have been pretty decent towards me but I just feel like an embarrassing burden on them. I'm thinking of looking for part-time work but idk what the hell to do really.
>>29903150
Yep, what a shit existence. I kept up hope for a long time that I was just a late bloomer but I doubt it. So many hopes crushed.
>>29903180
I've seen this happen myself. Fat kid lost weight, currently on his 3rd gf with a ton of friends, meanwhile I've never been fat and never even held a girl's hand.
>tfw living it right now but still wasting it mostly
>>29899680
>try to tell people about the Rothschilds, Bilderberg group and the NWO
>become "that guy"
>>29903533
I'm
>>29902194
>>29902464
>>29903037
>I have been caught in an awful cycle I guess
That is 100% correct senpai although the normies won't admit it, they didn't with me when I started doing better.
The thing that you have to realise here is that 99% of people including you are capable of doing well, the reason you (and myself earlier) haven't is because you had a shit chance at it.
When everyone isolates you you have things more worrying than doing well academically such as not wanting to kill yourself.
What I did was when I moved schools I just cut out any bullshit which occurred e.g. if someone started saying shit behind my back, my parents said I was a failure and so on, and only focused on getting good grades, nothing else.
If you have something to focus on instead of NEETing it all day trying to hide the problems, the pain does start to go because you have no time to think about it.
You should go to college again mate after the summer holidays, just to finish your A levels and then think about whether you should go to uni or get a job.
>>29899565
I knew people who died in HS. They had some things going for them. 20 years later now I wish it was me and they stayed alive.
>>29899680
I was at 17, now I'm 19. I've lost my youth to a grand truth that I can't even wield on my own.
Ignorance is bliss.
>>29903620
Don't worry, my redpilled fellow, they will feel the effect sooner or later and when it happens, 'that guy' can feel smug about being right all along.
>>29899565
I was pretty much redpilled by psychiatric hospitals. It was then I realized this country wasn't really "free" and it takes very little to fuck up and be some pharm company's guinea pig. It was also then that I fully realized how much of a piece of shit everyone on this planet sees me.
>>29899565
What's the point of regretting we are all a fish out of water we were not meant for these things
Society is a pyramid that needs social dregs at the bottom just embrace the roll
Daily reminder that life is literally a joke.
It's fun if you don't know the punchline, which is why ignorance is bliss and all that.
Some people spend their entire lives chasing their dreams and every time they achieve one of them after failing many times there will be a short while of being content and after that a smart person will realize it doesn't mean anything.
If you cannot be happy in the moment and let go of your human condition like a Buddhist, and are not ignorant, you will never be happy for a prolonged period of time, no matter what you do.
>>29902194
>Worked my ass off throughout school to get good grades
>Always considered the smart kid in class
>Get out of high school
>Can't afford to go through college and the only scholarships I got were tony omes from expensive schools like Notre Dame
>Tfw I could've been trying to make friends and being social but I wasted my time on school
>>29899565
You might have all missed out on traditional youth, but you should still pursue youth. Have you ever met an old person who doesn't act like an old person? My 80 year old grandpa would go on 5 mile hikes every single day, and him and my grandma hiked the grand canyon at their age. They didn't sit around all day and do nothing and get absorbed in TV like a lot of old people, they were part of the community.
And there are 20 year olds and 30 and 40 year olds that act old. So don't give up on pursuing youth or else you'll end up like them
>>29903929
Yeah but even if we're "right" how does that make it better for us? I wish we weren't at the mercy of globalist, ultra-rich jews but since we are there's no hope of toppling them without causing massive casualties, resistance, and fallout.
"Hypothetically" if you were a 16 year old right now in highschool, what would you do to garuantee yourself a good high paying future, adjust normally and overall become a great person?
>>29905078
If nothing in my life changes, then it doesn't matter how far you turn back the clock, I'll still act the same.
Won't you try to get into a prestigous university or work out/improve your looks?
>spent youth home schooled for several years and dealing with really bad anxiety
Also, once I got into public school, I was probably that autistic kid you knew.
>>29905311
Just curious, what was your parents' reasons for homeschooling you, assuming they've told you?
>>29900287
The thing is, if a robot starts sex at say 28, he won't reach that point until his mid 30s.
Not to mention you learned when everyone else was learning. No won't a to deal with a guy that has a decade less experienced than her.
>>29900287
>but I'm enjoying my mid-20 sex much more.
>much more.
Yeah so you still had teenage sex you fucking dipshit. Fucking REEEEEEEEE
>>29902194
I wish I fucking worked harder in math in grade school. I have a natural talent for writing, but that means fuck all when it comes to having a good career.
>>29899680
being born an unattractive black male in a mostly white community is a free pass to being redpilled from an early age
