fuck im the one who fell so hard for the an hero meme
you guys are shot posting when u make these
>tfw im actually going to do it
but don't know what to write here
i believe in this shit
Putting the finishing touches on my note today. How you gonna go OP?
>>29892010
i have to make peace within first, i realized im not even capable of writing my thesis on why i chose this path
>inb4 attention seeking
i need to give my parents esp my mother closure before i leave
>>29892073
No I understand, it's hard to formulate thoughts like these into words. All you can do is try. My mother's been the only reason stopping me from going through with it for the longest time, she's dying of cancer and if I don't off myself now, I surely will after she's gone.
>>29892114
Yup im waiting on that moment of clarity, it will come eventually and i know when im preparing myself.
I need to do alot of things before i go, somethings matter to me still cause i know when im gone ill impact those around me
>>29892203
I feel the same, I've gotten a job and am working pretty regularly just so I can pay for my funeral when I do it. I was enough of a burden in life, no need to keep it going through death. Even if I won't be aware of any of it.