>tfw another lonely night
What do you guys fantasize about before you fall asleep?
I like to think that I'm a kawaii anime girl that has close friends she spends her time with.
>>29891103
I usually think about what my life would be like if I was in an isekai light novel while I hug my cuddly toys!
>>29891103
I used to think about comfy things like rain or snow but now I wish I had a bf to hold me. Can't simulate that with a blanket or pillow too well so it's sufferingsorry for gayshit
>>29891103
Most recent one is cuddling my waifu in a comfy couch in wich we lay covered in a comfy blanket ands we spoon facing a comfy fire in a dimly light room, also im rubbing her belly
>>29891215
If only you could be a girl or straight anon, oh well
>>29891103
>What do you guys fantasize about before you fall asleep?
An alien abducts me and takes me away from Earth forever.
>>29891289
well im bi but most girls aren't into being protective or big spoon so I fantasize about guys most of the time
>>29891344
I could never understand fantasizing about a girl having a manly role but sometimes I fantasize about being a girl, I'm not trans but i know I'm unlovable so it's nice to pretend love could be given to me easily, I watch shows for little girls and shut down my brain wishing for an easier life.
I also fantasise about bad things happening to ke
>>29891103
finding someone who loves me and having a happy life together
fuck i'm pathetic
>>29891456
If I could get rid of my dessire for company forever I would
>>29891456
That's not pathetic anon. Wanting to be loved and accepted by others is incredibly human. Everyone has these fantasies.
>>29891103
>What do you guys fantasize about
I become the master of all creation. I can make columns of magma shoot from the ground like orange geysers destroying everything around them. I can make tiny, indestructible versions of myself by the millions, and they would overrun any settlement. I can end all life on the planet with the snap of a finger, except for one cherry blossom tree that I made grow in the middle of the Sahara.
At the moment, I sleep at the bottom of the Pacific Ocean, surrounded with stone, and I dream of rising from my chamber, and establishing dominance over all existence
>>29891563
I think the emptier your life is the more you fantasise having
>>29891215
Why can't you get a bf? Are you uggo, or poor or something?
>>29891715
Don't socialize, sleep most of the time, hobbies include videogames and listening to music. If I got a bf I would just be a burden
>>29891799
That doesn't sound so bad. How does that make you a burden. I can't see that, unless you're negative all the time or something. But you might just be negative because you're lonely. Vicious cycle.
>>29891843
It's hard for me to find enjoyment in anything. Most people want to go places and do new things but I have no desire for that, which could be perceived as negativity.
>>29891929
>Most people want to go places and do new things
It's all about how you frame it, right. You're a homebody! Nothing wrong with that.
it's been a lonely night for the past 31 years
>>29891929
not the guy you're responding to, but you sound like meexcept i don't want a bf I'd rather be alone because I can't understand what love isand I have low sex drive from what is probably low testosterone caused by depression
>>29891563
I'a Cthulhu!
Cthulhu fhtagn!
>>29891103
I fantasize about holding RayRay in my arms and maybe feeling his big cock up
>>29891972
>It's all about how you frame it, right. You're a homebody! Nothing wrong with that.
Thanks. Seems difficult to meet other homebodies as a homebody though.
>>29891978
I have low sex drive too and would be content with cuddling/holding each other. Never really got the 'love' thing but I want companionship
I focus hard on past times in my life to try and grasp the state of mind/consciousness I had back then, and then imagine going through the timeline of events that happened after I felt that way and picture how they might've gone if I felt the same.
2 days ago I desperately longed to be the person I was just 6 months ago, a time when I thought about suicide every day. I was a better person then than I am now.
>>29891976
Oh should stop focusing on the past and instead shift perspective to the future
It will be another lonely 31years
>>29892059
>Never really got the 'love' thing but I want companionship
I did too for a while, but then I thought of the pressure it would be for me. Like meeting their parents, entertaining them, satisfying them, etc. That's too much for me. I can barely get up in the morning these days, I can't take care of a qt boy and I sure as hell wouldn't waste a qt's time with my bullshit.
So I put it out of my mind and I guess I'm content with my decision. I'm still pretty young though so I guess I can always change my mind
>>29892126
>Like meeting their parents, entertaining them, satisfying them, etc.
Shit, that would create a lot of anxiety for me too. I never think that far ahead. I'm still keeping gay side a secret from family because dad doesn't like gays at all.
>>29892121
Indeed it will.
>>29892059
>Seems difficult to meet other homebodies as a homebody though.
What do you mean? You're talking to some right now!
>>29892336
Yeah, but chances of someone here being geographically close is low. Getting late so I sleep now.
night >>29892126
>>29892336
>>29892194
> I'm still keeping gay side a secret
So am I, but not for the same reason. I just don't think it matters, getting out of the closet and such.
But anyways, I hope you get cuddles from someone one day anon :) if it really matters to you
>>29892357
goodnight fellow homebody :) thanks for the pics
Anyone else have a habit of abusing sleeping aids?
>tfw take melatonin, NyQuil, and sleeping meds my doc gave me and still can't fall asleep.
>>29891103
Don't laugh.
I imagine the "Sleep Princess" enters my room and sings to me and tells me nice and relaxing things.
She looks kind of like Fuu from Magic Knight Rayearth except she wears white angelic clothes and has gold jewelry.
Please don't laugh.
>>29891103
nothing. Because when I start fantasizing about being with her, I realize I'm in my bed, all alone, at 5 AM, again. Then I get really angry and sad. Then I cry, then I'm thinking about nothing, and fall into the void.
>>29893231
I used to abuse melatonin and eventually my brain quit listening to it and I couldn't fall asleep for shit. Since it's a chemical naturally made by the brain if there's too much it's like "the fuck is all this melatonin doing here"
You just gotta come down off of it man, cold turkey
