>be me, basically NEETing my life away
>hide true identity from parents partially and from grandparents fully
>dad gets cancer
>grandparents decide to move to our place until my dad either dies or gets cured
>tfw every moment I'm home is very awkward and my grandparents are slowly learning about my true identity
I just feel like ending myself off one of these days and writing a suicide note on what i actually feel about people. I just want my dad to die cause he's already dead in my mind. Someone help me.
True identity? Are you a superhero?
elaborate, was he not your real dad?
>>29882900
Right there with you man.
If I ever get kicked out I will definitely be writing a suicide note entailing my true self and feelings towards my family.
>Am a robot
>Pretend not to be
>Family doesn't know a thing despite me dropping hints at times
>>29883089
He is my real dad, he's still alive. He constantly lays in bed at our home. Last time I actually seen him was 2 weeks ago, last time i spoke with him was roughly 2 months ago. I just feel like escaping.
I've decided to go for a full night walk tonight, my mom will probably think I've gone to commit suicide or something. What should I bring with me, what do I leave at home? What do I do if I get mugged?
Ok, so I'll leave my credit card at home. I'm taking a minuscule knife with me for 'protection'. Now, I have a few questions:
>What do I do if I get mugged?
>Where do I hide my house keys, in the case that I get mugged?
>Where do I go? (Riga, Latvia)
>When do I come back, if at all?
>>29883482
Talk to your dad, what the fuck is wrong with you? He's sick he needs the support of his family and here you are complaining that hes somehow inconvenienced you because he got cancer. Quit being so selfish
>>29883548
I don't know why but I just can't. Even the thought of talking to him just makes me want to get as far away from him as possible. For some reason I can't man up and actually engage in a conversation with him. Maybe it's some form of escapism. I could easily talk to him if he was one of my peers or something but for the fact that he's family it makes me give that urge of running away.
