>I'm not even motivated enough to turn on my PC
I've entered another realm of existence.
I know that feel some of the time
>not owning a macbook that you never turn off
>>29878437
Today I will play videogames again
Today I will clean my place
Today I will start drawing again
Today I will sign up for college
Today I will open that bank account I need
>>29878437
>open videogame i used to play for years
>feel disgust to self
>turn it off after 20 minutes
>turn another videogame
>get bored of it in 20 minutes
>this way i hit 1 am
>go to sleep
>go to work
>cycle continues
end me
It's so painful to get up in the morning
>>29878940
Stop anon
>>29880023
Today, I decided to just not stand up. I layed in my bed until now. 8 p.m. I'm sleepy again
>>29878437
>not even motivated enough to eat or drink
End me.
>don't even have the motivation for photosynthesis
rip me off the ground
>>29878940
>Today I will play videogames again
literally me
I can't believe that I have become so lazy that escapism has become a hassle for me
>>29881752
>not wanting to live the life
>not wanting to escape from the life
I'm living in a constant limbo. There is only fear and misery left so I spent my days in my dimly lit room closed blinds, laying down on my bed or the floor.
>i don't think there is a way to become even more passive than this
