What's got you down, robots?
no matter how good person you are people will still hate you and try to fuck up your life
My impending alcohol withdrawal.
Hasn't kicked in yet, but it's going to be a bitch.
>>29874714
not my penis because it's harshly errect ;3
Stupid internet problems. Fucking Wifi is "secured" according to windows 10, what he fuck does it mean??? It connects but says secured and doesn't fucking work ..
>>29874714
The realisation that nobody except my parents cares about me and I've resorted to anti-depressants
Whoa work later and I still haven't slept nor am I tired
>>29874714
american and british racism
Life is already over at 23
Have friends but they all work which means I really have none because I spend all of my time in complete isolation every day and keep going crazy and homicidal.
>>29874714
gravity, baka
>>29874806
found a nigger
>>29874714
Life too be completely honest its just become a chore to me I dont really want to do anything ever
>>29874714
The realisation that I'm a heartless human being. Every friend that I make, I end up getting bored with, and our communications will entirely comprise of meme sprouting. It's like the more I know someone, the less I care.
Being nice and considerate was my only quality and now I don't even have that ;<
I HAVE TO RENT AN APARTMENT IN LESS THAN A FUCKING MONTH. IM 18. WHAT THE FUCK DOES SUBLET MEAN. WHY DONT YOU INCLUDE UTILITIES IN RENT? HOW MUCH IS UTILITIES? SOMEONE HELP.
>>29874846
>I end up getting bored with
how come anon? are they not keeping up with your high standards or what?
>Remember a girl I used to skype with a lot
>She stopped responding one day
>I always assumed it was to do her own thing or work on herself, and was content hoping she was doing well
>Find out recently through google that she died the same day we last talked, 11 months ago, most likely an accidental pill overdose, possibly deliberate.
The year I knew her she was my only friend and the only person I really talked to besides meaningless shit with my family. It hasn't been 18 hours yet since I found out. She had issues, went to the psych ward a couple times and was on NEETbux due to mental issues, and had problems with her mom and grandma who she lived with. I tried to be there for her, as best as a worthless fellow NEET skype friend can be. I guess it wasn't enough.
Her last message to me was at 9:12 AM, and by the end of the day she was dead.
>>29874874
how do people come up with this elaborate lies
is that what you do whole day? make shit up about other people?
sad tbqh
I want to fap but my sister still hasn't gone to bed.
I need to wait for her to go to bed or else I can't comfortably fap because I'm paranoid she'll come in to my room and want to talk.
It'll be awkward if she's in my room talking to me about my depression and I'm sitting there fapping to furry shit or something.
No gf, lonely and just want to die
Parents won't leave me alone and think me getting a job will help. They don't understand that the effort of having to go to work and wageslave will make me even worse
Just have to get through summer and then back to college. Fun fun
>>29874874
you should have given her your janitor position
it would make her feel as if she has some role in the world and busy enough not to think about suicide
Due to a heart issue i might never get to join the military and follow in my familys footsteps
>>29874849
You're in over your head, young butt. I'm thirty one and have ALL THE KNOWLEDGE. Get your parents or an uncle or someone to help you, because you're gonna end up getting ripped off by someone wiser in the ways of the world. Sublet means you're renting it from someone else who is renting it, as opposed to the person who owns it. As for utilities, it hella depends, you gotta ask and hope you aren't misled because your young butt is too ignorant in the ways of the world to make a good estimate.
>>29874870
Most of my friends have been depressed and/or ugly individuals so that might be it. I feel what drives me to care is the fear of loss, so once they're comfortable and trusting of me, I stop trying.
>>29874899
I'm the OP of this post and the thread and I made a thread about her yesterday too. Also, my shitty math was off, it hasn't been 30 hours yet. She knew a few anons on here, and was a real sweetie.
>>29848522
>>29874903
tell her how you feel im sure she will understand
i was in pretty much same boat as you, except it was my grandmother
>>29874975
Really? I used to live with my grandmother instead of my sister and I faced the exact same situation.
>>29874714
I just took, out of curiosity, a picture of myself.
It was a very enlightening moment, because I finally can see why I'm living such a miserable life, I'm ugly as sin and there is not a single thing I can do about it.
>>29874931
Not a janitor. Also, I think it was most likely accidental from doing pills recreationally, though it's still a small possibility it was deliberate. She told me she liked to snort them or take more than what's healthy.
Pic somewhat related. I got her into MMA and Rousey was one of her favorites. Though she was a fan, she would've still loved to see some sweet schadenfreude. It's a shame she didn't get to witness this roastie cunt get knocked out.
>>29874714
r9k for making me think of repressed childhood memories of neglect and abuse
i can't stop coming here and being miserable
>>29874748
what do when people hate you?
>>29874986
wtf
m-mark? is that you bro ?
>>29874714
horrible skin problems on my face and nipples.
Being ugly in general and not having a job or money.
I'm just sitting here day after day surfing the web,
watching youtube videos of people who are younger than me but already have a house and a steady job with good payment... I feel so jealous.
I hate this boring life, it's not worth living if you dont have money to do anything, I can't even have any hobbies to help me escape from this shit.
I'm currently applying for a job as a cleaner to get some money
when /r9k/ whines, it's better than when /r9k/ blames.
you make yourself the losers you don't want to be with this stale ignorant projection of all kinds of delusions fucking hell! I could open up my trash can an listen to the slimey maggots talking and it would be the same talk as here.
Well it's not so much that I'm "down", I'm just fucking annoyed by the incessant "tfw no gf" and other pseudo normie threads.
There are fucking people here with TINDER accounts.
>>29874959
>>29874959
Ive asked for help but i get the same answer from you old assholes. "Its a lot of work and money". Ok thanks that doesnt help. All the apartments close to my college have 1 stars so i know im fucked when it comes to quality.
The rent im looking at is 680. My dad told me i should be looking at 1000 of rent including utilities. That seems a little high for 1 person right?
>>29874714
My internet friends are gone, so now I am completely alone. My only social contact is 4chan and it's got me down
>>29874714
I'm lonely, no friends, no one to play video games with, no one to talk to ;__:
>>29877017
I am the poster directly above you
I think we may both have found the answer to our problems? What video games
>>29874714
Girl in my Physics lectures has been hit by a truck and killed. Lord Kek, why did you not take a Stacy instead of the quiet autistic girl who did nothing wrong?
>>29876992
where you at m8? origano
I want to die but the world won't let me. Every minute hurts. I'm objectively inferior but people refuse to believe me. I can't do the jus b positive bullshit because delusion doesn't change reality
New Jersey
actually, living in nj has got me down too. This state sucks
the {{{shitposting}}} and the fact that the mods hate robots and will just make it worse if they do anything at all, ie. deleting porn threads while leaving up "you're all terrible" threads
Alcohol withdrawal, I hate summer, my room is an oven, I get no enjoyment from anything, can't play videogames, rewatching shit I've seen a thousand times over
>>29877149
>alcohol withdrawal
Same senpai. What do people do when they're not stoned or drunk?
The fact that I am starting to like her, but she most likely doesn't like me back. It's so hard for me to read people because everybody is different.
Honestly, this. >>29874769 I got to bike to work today and try and power through the withdrawals. Even the people I work with and customers are starting to notice how bad it's getting.
>>29877171
They get heroin, at least that's what I did, when alcohol and weed stopped doing anything for me
I can't talk well anymore.
Rarely say anything for days and when I do I'm asked to repeat it without fail due to being so quiet, sutttering or taking too long to think of the words.
>>29877353
Yeah i know that feel, I used to do cocaine
>>29877387
same thing happened to me
just fucking end my life
>>29877353
>>29877417
Former dissociatives addict here
>>29874714
What gets to me is BLM
>Going to store for foods
>See little manlet nigger call me white boy and taunts me to "come over here"
>Install addblock plus instead and blocked the shit out of triggering images block one and all.
>>29877450
Ever notice how time seems to pass faster when you're sober but the day still seems really long?
I got stabbed in the fucking shoulder.
>guy ran up on me when walking home from work
>demanded me to hand over my bag or he'd stab me
>started freaking the fuck out trying to hand him over my purse
>he must have thought I was trying to do something else because he then stabbed me
>didn't even take my purse
>he just ran off after that leaving a knife in my shoulder
At least I could call the police after that because I still had my purse. having my arm in a sling kinda sucks though, I cant go to work this week and not being able to use my arm is a challenge.
>>29877422
Nice collarbone to cheer you up though.
>>29877545
I wish a guy would run up and stab me.
Do you think it'd deter a mugger if I begged him to kill me?
>>29877543
kind of yes
orginal
>>29877545
>I cant go to work this week
Jesus normie it's one week. You'll be back to farming sheckles soon enjoy the rest.
>>29877687
I don't think you understand man, I just spent my entire years worth of sick days. note that these are UNPAID so my budget is not in the gutter and ramen noodles are my food for the week.
Also I have one arm all week, exactly how am I going to enjoy this? Sure i can "catch up on shows" but that gets boring REAL FAST
>>29877543
When I'm sober everyday is unbearably long but they are all different. On the other hand when I'm under influence days pass quickly and enjoyably, but they are all the same and I have trouble keeping track of time, weeks just seem to disappear from memory and I can't place events in time (I know that thing A happened after thing B but I have no idea if they were days, weeks or months apart).
>>29877833
I know that feel. Just yesterday I realized that I couldn't remember when the Orlando shooting happened. Just that it happened.
>>29877789
Man, this stuff really is relative. I've done 8 years of this shit, and you're complaining about 1 week. Get some perspective.
>>29877871
I was in the USA for a few weeks a month ago and I've seen photos of someone who was with me. I was like "oh, that's nice, I would like to go there too" and then it dawned on me that I WAS THERE.
>drugs have fried my brain, but I don't complain as it was my own choice
I fapped like 4 times yesterday and now I'm not sure if I should do it once today or just go to bed because it's 1:30AM
My oneitis told me she had developed feelings for me as a joke. I hate my life.
aIm an unattractive aspy who is unable to make big boy money AND im trapped in the orthodox Jewish lifestyle and will never have a wife or a fruitful life
>>29878044
>tfw raised reform Jewish
Feels bretty good
>>29878065
reformed isnt even real Judaism, and is doomed
>>29878112
So? I don't give a fuck about Judaism. I'm an apatheist bro.
>>29878169
hence why refored is doom, along with conservative etc
A relevant book is To Eliminate The Opiate
I thought I was finally going to get a date, then I got stood up because she fell asleep or some bullshit.
The fact that despite my efforts I can't better myself as a person.
I've been failing over and over again, and I don't show sings of progress.Also, I'm ronery as fuck wish I had a friend to talk about my chinese cartoons, but I'm a boring ass person so anyone would get tired of me pretty fast.
