>be me 17
>Cute asian is new to school and we kick it off as friends
>She always jokes around with me.
>Says I was one of the only interesting people at my school
>One day she messages me on facebook calling me names. I tell her to fuck off back to her old school and get really angry at her.
>she said she was joking
>tfw you missed out on love because your autistic mind thought that she hated you.
>tfw she wont even look at me anymore.
Please feel free to share your regrets.
My entire life is full of regrets. I can't just narrow it down to one.
>tfw you think back and start to get sick to your stomach
>>29868581
tell us the biggest one anon. We're here for you
>>29868651
I feel this every day. I missed out...
>junior year of high school
>prom coming up soon
>on track team
>2 qt girls on team don't have dates
>approach me and a male teammate after practice
>"are you guys going to prom?"
>say "I would like to but I don't want to spend $50" (I really didn't)
>other guy has a date already, they leave disappointed
>week or two passes
>realize it would be worth $50
>too autistic to ask either of them out directly, and telling them I changed my mind about wanting to go would be too obvious
>chilling with some dudes one day
>one of the qt girls comes in
>"come sit by me anon!"
>think of the "bros before hoes" meme, worry that I would be judged if I left to sit by her
>don't sit by her
>later that day some faggot asks her to go to prom
>immediately after she comes up to me and tells me she was just about to ask me and pay for my ticket for me
>too late now
>never experience interest from a girl again
>>29869218
That sucks man. Did you reckon you had a chance of having sex with the girl?
>>29869335
Possibly, but anything at all would have been fine. The most realistic scenario I imagine could have happened would be me making it through the night without fucking up badly, then texting her the next morning with something like "last night was fun, do you want to hang out again sometime?" and eventually getting her to be my gf.
They are so cringey I cant even type them.
>>29868483
>be 16
>hung around with some friends in my sophomore year in the mornings
>girl with weird name is there, she's cool to be around
>we all become close friends
>passing period one day in February
>her and her friend come up and give me a note
>so apparently she thinks I'm cute
>I ask her out the next day
One satisfying series of dates and awkwardly romantic D&D sessions later...
>we're on her couch
>making out, Psych in the background
>she's on top of me
>I sperg put saying something about how I don't know if this age is legal and something about my mom
>she says it's cool, we can continue making out and doing things until you get comfortable enough to do things
>continue making out and being all over each other
>I leave after a little while, she wants to do this again sometime
One week or so later...
>I've been talking with friends about how I could potentially lose my virginity
>one morning I see some messages on Skype
>she's pouring her heart out about breaking up with me, says she's guilty because I was her rebound
>I try and console her, she's not my gf but she's still good people
>at some point after I start getting really creepy
>she stops talking to me and starts getting pissed off at my presence
>eventually tells me never to message her again
Bonus Round:
>around the same time I'm taken into questioning by the school because I said some things about wanting to violently kill bad people
>eventually get a note from my psychiatrist saying I'm suitable for normal school activity
>Might still be on a watchlist.
I imagine the rest of high school would have been better had I not met that girl.
>>29868483
>implying a qt asian would fuck a fat disgusting dweeb like you
if you didnt attack her on facebook, you would be posting about how you've be "friendzoned by another stacy!!!!!".
>>29870146
she attacked me first. If i knew she was joking i wouldnt of attacked her. Your're just mad that no girl has ever taken interest in you for your whole life.
>>29870455
nah, I'm just mad a fucking autist like you thinks he had a chance.
>first date ever
>she's hot in the body and hot in the face
>we walk around downtown laughing and knowing each other
>we get an icecream
>at some point she walks me into a street with no people
>she stops and looks at me
>"are you ok Julie?"
>"yes..."
>we go back at going around and then I have to go home
>text her I had fun with her and would like to go on a second date
>she doesn't respond
Friends called me an asshole because I was supposed to kiss her when she took me to that street, turned out it was a street known for it.
She would have been a glorious first gf, I got a better one a year later though and I naturally wanted to kiss her at the first date and so I did.
>>29870683
Damn son, you fucked up.
I'm holding that for future notice. If a girl pulls you aside during a date, you fucking kiss her
>form random, strong friendship with 10/10 blonde slut
>dates and fucks all my friends, i don't mind
>she secretly develops a forbidden love for me
>writes about me in journals, literally has a collage of mementos of me
>i never knew about it
>choose my best friend over her
>didn't realize i was turning my back on someone who was genuinely in love with me
i still talk to her to this day. she won't let me go, she has a kid and everything.
my biggest regret was saying "bros before hoes". i chose some faggot over someone i had a stronger bond with, but because of her relationship with him i felt pressured to leave her alone because he was jealous.
we would go on dates and shit and i would never try to fuck her or kiss her or anything and my buddy who was her boyfriend would get so fucking raged.
he was getting raged for no reason, which is the hilarious part about it.
i never fucked her and we never did anything more than hold hands and hug.
Overall not having my life together at an earlier age.
>25 years of age and no gf
>no noteworthy experiences
>1 friend that's barely there
>still trying to get my college degree
>still living with mommy and poppy
I feel shame most of all
>Be 14
>New robot girl arrives
>spend lots of time with her
>going to ask her out
>she had no friends and was bullied constantly
>My school "friends" always talked ill about her.
>Due social pressure of people that I didn't even go out with I stop talking to her
> She has no one to talk to and becomes a depressed emo that cut herself
I feel horrible about this. She was great,and I would probably still date her today,she was basically a she me. Now she is just a fucked up mess.
>>29868483
Quitting my job.
>Great hours
>Physically active
>Kept the NEET mind at bay
>Opportunitiesto be social
>Could have easily fit into school schedule
>find out my crushes phone number
>call her
>ask her out
>says no because she has moved to another town
>distance wasnt really a problem for me
>thought it was just an excuse not to go
>end up hanging the phone
Couple weeks(?) later:
>she calls me
>asks if this is [my name]
>im like ???? who is this
>cant believe its her
>spill spaghetti everywhere
>long awkward silence
>hang up on her
Its now been like 5 years and i still think about her every day. Only human being i have ever liked. I wish i had handled that phone call better.
>Be 13
>Make friends with a qt3.14
>She's the gothish type
>score.png
>We eventually take it serious
>Everytime between periods, we would hold hands as we walk to class
>We would trade tiny little notes in 3rd period since we sat next together
>One day, she shows me her scars across her arms which she uses a razor to cut herself
>Tell her that I'll be there for her
>Eventually, most of my male classmates would make fun of me for hanging out with her
>I started to reconsider due to the "advice" some of the guys gave me
>It was my birthday
>We walked out of the bus stop
>She told me to come closer to tell me something
>I hesitated due to fear of someone making fun of us again
>I came in close anyways
>She gave me a kiss on the cheek
>"happy birthday"
>I was fucking astounded and joyful for that weekend
>Later that week, the guys and even the girls kept making of us
>I couldn't take it anymore
>Next school year rolls in
>I started to chat with her less and less as the days gone by
>The pier pressure got to me
>To the point where we didn't talk anymore
>I started to hang out with the guys who eventually became my "friends"
>There was only one who never made fun and always took joy in our conversations
>We're still friends to this day, but that's besides the point
>The next school year rolled around and she found herself a friend that she hung around most of the time
>FIELDTRIP.gif
>As our class got off the bus, going to the amusement park, I saw him carrying her behind his back
>At that moment, I knew I screwed up my chance
>As soon as I entered the park I immediately went to the restroom
>Locked the door and cried for most of the fieldtrip
>The same night, I wondered if it was probably for the best
>She seemed happy with him
>I cried some more on my bed
I'll never forget you, Eliza.
>>29871556
Why the fuck would you hang up on er?
>>29871787
Fuck peer pressure man. that sucks
>>29868483
>Never talking to anybody in school
>Bottling up my anger and frustration at everything and being a doormat for normalfags
>MFW everyone in my life walks all over me and treats me like shit
>>29871855
I panicked after the long silence
Senpai pls, im a robot, i have no idea wtf to do in social situations.
>Be too much of a autistic self observing fag to tell a few qt's in highschool how I felt.
I was always jaded towards my age group. The typical "mature for my age" robot self fellating bullshit but it was/is true. I simply don't enjoy the things they do.
>>29868483
I regret the last 4 years of my life dude, not even memeing.
>texting her too much
funny how girls can turn out to be so cold
>Meet this girl on kik
>I remember the exact date, Christmas of 2014
>solid 9/10, gamer, furry, literally a female me
>we hit it off right off the bat
>that same day, we decide to make a long distance relationship happen
>allofmyspaghetti.exe
>was literally perfect, always dealt with my shit
>parents find out about relationship
>"Anon, this isn't healthy, you need to find an actual girlfriend" etc., etc.
>a few days later, my father pulls me aside
>"Anon, this relationship has gone far enough. I've told her to never speak with you again, and I'm telling you the same"
>become literally numb on the inside, the rest becomes a blur of emotions and pain
>eventually make it to my room and cry
>after a while, message her again
>find out when my dad told her to fuck off, she tried to become an hero
>we patch things up and somehow make things work in secret
>we even start making plans for her to get down here after she finishes school
>house, kids, the entire fucking package
>ff to today because I think you guys know how this goes
>she's stopped talking to me, hasn't messaged me in days
Fucking hell, robots... She loved me... And I'm losing her... The one thing that's been keeping ME from becoming an hero... Hold me...
Pic related, it's her... So fucking adorable... I miss her so fucking much...
>>29872056
Wait they get made at you if you text them too much but the also lose their shit of you don't text them enough. I swear 2d women make no sense
>>29872082
she didn't even get mad
she just got colder and colder over time
started giving off short answers, so I decided to stop texting her
stupid bitch
I can't believe I wasted my first kiss and my robot privilege with her
>>29872104
Why do women act so cruel but pretend that they're more compassionate than men.
>>29872068
Wow dude your parents are assholes, At least when you become a wizard later on in life you'll know who to blame.
>>29872180
Yeah. It's funny, they're legit surprised that I don't have a gf. I mean, they had me when they were in high school, obviously I just be able to fuck somebody. But nope. No one is interested.
>>29872247
This is pretty much my life my dad always used to chimp out for no reason when I was a kid and no that I'm a wizard hes shocked I don't have a gf
>be me 13-14 i forget
>be at scout camp with patrols from all over the state
>meet some random girl and start chatting around the campfire
>we go back to my tent, lay out a blanket and watch the stars, half laying in our tent
>I start talking about philosophical bullshit, which i usually do but she loves it
>it was so pretty, the shooting stars, and she was too
>say ok welp i gotta go to bed seeya and just leave like a fucking moron.
>next day she gives me her number, writes it on my hand in pen
>i don't even have a phone but whatever
>go home have a bath
>the number is gone
>o fuck
cont
>>29872300
>>29872213
Correction, THAT is becoming my biggest regret right now.
>a year or two later
>go to another one of the camps
>maybe 15 at this time
>i'm fucking around with some friends, i don't even remember what we were doing
>some random girl comes up and starts talking to me starry eyed
>knows my name
>i say who the fuck are you
>i realize who it is
>run away
that was the last time i saw her and i probably broke her heart. I have more stories like this because i'm a massive autist if anyone is interested
>>29872357
What the fuck Anon that was your chance maybe if you didn't pussy out and fucked her when you had the chance you wouldn't be on this chinese cartoon imageboard
>>29872405
i was too immature anyway, i'm kinda glad i didn't.
it was a scout camp though, i was sweaty and greasy man, it wouldn't have been fun.
>Implying i wouldn't be on this mongolian yacht building forum if i stuck my pee pee in her wee wee
>>29869335
Lol, I had it back at the age of 15 with a 13 yo, too bad I fell in love and started white knighting her so i got fzed. God, I want to go back in time and bash my own brains out for that
>>29868483
These kinds of threads hurts me so much because I've never had these chances
I've never had anything regretable, nor memorable. I've pretty much the most lowkey uneventfull and lonley life possible.
I can't remember what i even did as a kid
