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help. im so tired of this
im tired of trying things, tired of living the same day, tired of nothing really matress
im not gonna kill myself, im just so tired and it seems this is life now, forever
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Let me fuck you in the ass first lol
I feel the same way. Maybe it will change in the future, maybe not, oh well.
>>29862127
>nothing really matress
>matress
I think you should probably go for it.
Do a swandive, flips are passe.
>>29862184
how can you be so calm? i feel like im numb and calm, but inside im raging inside and im scared
>>29862146
lol
>>29862186
on purpose. couldnt bring myself to write a whole post like that without 1 ounce of shitposting to it
:^)
thats probably my only defense
>>29862214
>how can you be so calm?
dunno, I try not to think about the future too much. worrying about it would make things worse than they are already. not worrying is easier said than done though. finding things to distract yourself with is important. for me its videogames but they are slowly losing their appeal so I need to find something else to do
>>29862244
>I knew the whole time
>I just like to be part of things
>Somebody please love me
>>29862127Get an job.
![220px-Rustin_Cohle[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/171Tgvn.jpg "220px-Rustin_Cohle[1].jpg")
If you won't let me fuck your ass, you don't want to die.
FACT
>>29862127
You never tried anything did you?
>>29862339
job doesnt fix things, just takes up more of your time. also you have to pretend to not be numb and uncaring which is exhausting
>>29862378
Boy I'm a cashier and I pretend nothing.
People know I hate having to deal with them, some people respect the honesty and others take attitude. The former are good people, the latter throat niggerdick and have worthless opinions.
>>29862355
working, hobbies, meditation, medication, therapy, exercise, diet.. all the memes basically. nothing really changes how i feel, that life really is pointless and nothing is especially worth doing. i can force myself to do things, and appear normal, but not for long.
>>29862342
i said i wouldnt kms
>>29862339
doesnt change the problem, but be a good time waster if i wasnt really anxious
>>29862307
yeh i lost interest in videogames a long time ago. music is about the only thing that does it for me anymore, but thats not really "doing" something
>>29862466
well I work in an office and have to maintain good relationships with colleagues or else I will be fired. the joys of at will employment
>>29862489
>music is about the only thing that does it for me anymore, but thats not really "doing" something
I still manage to enjoy listening to music too but usually thats coupled with laying in bed. I wish I could feel the desire to try new things but I don't
>>29862378
This is the worst part about working. After a certain point coworkers get suspicious if you never say anything so you have to pretend to be happy.
>>29862603
Just get a job that involves being alone.
Every job is a torturous extreme of something someone hates enough that someone will pay.
What normies hate the most is being alone.
Many jobs like this exist, so go take them. They are your hole. They are made for you.
Shift-work in particular is robot paradise. Be the vampire that you are.
>>29862568
>>29862672
>tfw want to be night security guard but became accountant instead
I thought it would involve less interaction but it is inescapable.
>>29862672
I'm working on a Computer Science degree so I can be a software developer, I hear that is fairly solitary. I'm working full time in summer right now though.
>>29862698
There is but one honorable path, anon.
That tie has strangled you every day for far too long. Once more, with feeling.
>>29862672
Any recommendations for solo/night other than security? You need a license where I live, and the course I will have to take, will be an anxiety filled multi day event in a classroom, with me the lone little twink. in a room full of fat wanna be cops
>>29862760
never felt the need to kill self, maybe later in life
>>29862817
gas station clerk maybe? grocery store is an option too. thing is these dont pay as well as security man. maybe janitor in an office building or university
>>29862817
Data entry if you can type fast.
Comfy as fuck and you can listen to audiobooks and music all day.
>>29862852
Third at a gas station is NOT a robot job.
Believe me, it isn't. It's more social than working days at the same job, a lot of lonely people come in just to talk to you because you're awake and have no choice.
Sometimes those people are cool. I met a full general who used to be in charge of guantanamo bay that way, most of them are cunts though.
>>29863021
I guess it depends where you live. Where im at its mostly upper middle class white people so shits pretty empty at night
>>29863043
MOVING is completely underrated.
If you're white, move to some upper crust community and get a lame job there.
>>29863043
I get nothing but flocks of barely legal roasties, assorted douchebags, cops, people who are drunk and/or on various substances, crackheds (special mention because they are hilarious) and the occasional fliratious qt.
If I had a dollar for every customer who offered to get high with me on the job, I'd have like 10 dollars.
