Is this it?
This is life?
Is anything cool going to happen or something? Or will it all continue to be this shitty?
We might see some cool technology in the future.
Other than that, no.
I don't see any light at the end of this tunnel
>>29846616
>>29846618
Then I suppose I best off myself and get it over with. Perhaps I'll go down the path of hedonism first and abuse drugs for a while.
It's all too boring and pointless to fare through, isn't it? I'm not even depressed, only fed up with this lame existence at this point.
>>29846618
>sophie dee is the only woman with big tits in the image
what plebshit taste
>>29846749
>go down the path of hedonism and abuse drugs for a while
You'll go out with tons of shame and guilt and broken family ties and everything will be a mess. At least go out now with a tiny bit of honor.
>>29846900
I don't see why any of that should matter when I'm dead.
I believe that most would prefer to unexpectedly die of a drug overdose as opposed to shooting oneself or jumping off a bridge, I know I would. Perhaps I could even have a beautiful death with heroin.
You might as well enjoy your final days, right? I don't see how I could do so otherwise.
>>29846618
>No Misty Stone
The most likely answer is the most boring one, familia. Do drugs.
>>29846572
this is it
you know that
i know that
it could be worse, it could be better, but it'll probably never be good enough anyway will it
>>29847021
Life is boring for all of us. Take a Xanax, do some mission work. Smoke weed, but understand hedonism feels great, but it's not going to be more fun.
>>29846572
You can do literally whatever you want anon.
The rules of society only constrain you so long as you care about them (unless they can catch you and put you in jail)
You can make some excitement. Ill give you some hints, what are you interested in?
>>29847206
>what are you interested in?
nothing anymore honestly
>>29847277
Cmon don't role play me. What do you want? You want pussy? Power? You want revenge on someone?
If there's something you're passionate about or something you'd like to learn, pursue it.
If you have no passions then feel free to end it, I wouldn't blame you.
Is 18 too early to feel completely apathetic and world-weary?
>>29847337
>You want pussy?
I have zero libido. Even porn disgusts me now.
>Power?
I would first need to desire permanence to want power.
>You want revenge on someone?
I haven't held any grudges worth revenging upon.
Nothing else comes to mind. I've always wanted to travel to a few locations, but upon my last trip, I realized it is just as shitty everywhere.
>>29847473
So what's keeping you from killing yourself right now?
>>29847525
Instincts.
Still need to abuse some hard drugs, namely heroin, to eventually unintentionally die from a risky dosage.
>>29846572
I think we place too much importance on "cool" and "exciting" things to happen. Maybe we just watch too many movies. Society makes us think that we have to "live our life to the fullest" and "do things". I prefer to just get me a comfy routine, enjoy the small things, much more doable.
>>29847587
Can I tell you my exit plan?
Work a job/ invest my inheritance. I have ten years to shitpost and earn as much money as possible. Focus on saving, investing, and this plan for a decade.
At the end of the decade if I still see no reasons not to I will take all of my money and go to Las Vegas, it's so beautiful to me a place where money can buy any pleasure.
I'm going to blow my life savings, I'll use an excel spreadsheet to figure out how I can escalate and escalate and escalate my hedonism so every night is bigger and crazier than the last
I want to take a fatal dose of heroin right before I bust a nut in a whore, having blown hundreds gambling and on drugs and strippers and booze. Ill have her inject it in me when I'm right about to cum.
My goal is to make this period of escalation until death in my own personal heaven at least four or five weeks long, but if I can exceed that I'd be really happy.
Rate/ constructive criticism? Anything I'm missing?
Also considering crime but I can't think of anything with a risk/reward ratio I like that doesn't directly harm innocent people. If I lived in the eighties I'd rob banks or rip off gangs. Now idk.
>>29846572
Life is what you make it. You only have yourself to blame if you're not satisfied or bored.
>>29847702
Interesting, sounds a bit like Fear and Loathing. Do you believe it will achieve you happiness in the end? I ask because, who knows, the plan may not meet your expectations or result as you picture it.
I personally am not a fan of Vegas and would not conceive an exit plan anything like that. In my darkest, reclusive dim, the only "base" pleasures I covet are drugs.
>>29847784
Not really. From the moment of my conception, it should have been clear that I'd turn out this way.
>>29846616
This is all I live for
>>29847784
God I hate this
Fuck you
>>29848054
More like "leaving Las Vegas," back when nic cage was good.
I'm not sure what's meant by true happiness. I feel satisfied when I accomplish something difficult, cum in a pussy, or a little cathartic event happens like I punch someone or swish a three point shot. I feel pleasure when I do drugs, get drunk, cum in a pussy, win a game, etc.
And I think my time on this earth is whatever I define it to be. What I described is how and when I want to go out, not because I'm depressed but because it sounds fun and I have no reason not to. Any hint of meaning to it all is a lie, the only meaning of life is whatever keeps you from killing yourself right this instant. Ever since I made this plan I've been motivated to work harder and achieve more, I'm excited as fuck.
Maybe I'll set aside a seed fund and have my lawyer give it away to the winner of a get thread on 4chan, hopefully I inspire someone else to live as joyfully as I did.
>>29847784
cool pile of sand, thank you that is very inspiring
>>29848054
>Not really. From the moment of my conception, it should have been clear that I'd turn out this way.
Well what I meant was: you are given a life. Your life is just a series of circumstances. Evolution, genetics, upbringing, the people in your life who taught you how to be a person. You don't choose the circumstances but you can choose what you do with them. The past flows into the future but we are sitting here stuck in the present. All we can do is look at what the past has given us and work with it the best we can.
This is what most world religions say. Ask for forgiveness from Jesus for the piece of shit i am (accepting the past) and you will experience bliss of the holy spirit. And in Buddhism, let go of attachments and exist in the present moment and you'll be enlightened. It's all about not letting the past control us.
>>29848452
Isnt it tho!
>>29846572
Yep, yep and only if you make it happen, you can rot away at your apartment for a pretty long time before anyone says or does anything about it.
>>29848321
I see, then best of luck.
>>29848479
>but you can choose what you do with them.
Perhaps, but I'm damned by my propensities regardless, and there's no certainty whether I've any dominion over them.
It should have been obvious from birth by my inherited recessive genes. My male relatives with likewise inheritance are how I picture myself in the future. Single, likely virgin and drug-addicted. I follow in their footsteps uncannily. I know that I will probably not inevitably become like their clone. I've taken many measures to see this prevented, yet before I get very far, I always lose my way. I feel as if some unseen force drags me back into the dark side, fucking me up all over again. I'm not very superstitious, so I'd imagine that force would be genetic predisposition.
>>29848806
> I feel as if some unseen force drags me back into the dark side
I know how that feels. I think that force is the momentum of time. Like a car driving 70mph has a harder time making sharp turns. Life is like waking up in that car, either let the car drive off the cliff that we see ahead or take the wheel and drive where we want. And if the wheel is too hard to turn at least try to enjoy the ride.
