>Switched schools a lot
>skipped 7th grade
>got to HS
>socially awkward
>got attached to the "quiet nerd/class clown" friends group
>they obviously hang out together after school
>even they have an outside life
>they never invite me to do anything except once
>probably made them hate me
>since no real friends spend time studying and vidya and become valedictorian
>they were all probably cringing at me giving speech
>>29846133
hey, at least you weren't the kid with no friends and was stupid. But congrats on being a valedictorian, anon
>>29846133
At least you were valedictorian. I barely cracked the top third of my graduating class and was still marginalized.
>I remember thinking I was the most well respected out of the outcasts because I thought I was smarter
>Thought I was above other people because I consistently scored higher on tests and had more knowledge
Looking back on some interactions I had with people, it's clear no one really liked me.
My whole life's a joke guys and it doesn't feel funny. I don't understand why , if there is a god, he put me here.
>>29846133
>Be me
>Never switched school until 10th grade
>Have no friends from middle school come to first HS
>Know only clingy fat bitch, annoying redhead, autistic karate master, and skinny ugly ginger (who with all fairness was pretty cool)
>Still meet with other friends from middle school
>Start making friends in first HS
>Move country to the US
>Middle of 10th grade, know nobody, sit alone a lunch
>People come up and talk to me out of pity
>Even so can't make a single friend
>Feels pretty shit man
>Skip to senior year
>Try to make relationships all year
>All end up with me awkwardly not talking with other people
>2 months to graduation, still no friends
>Start talking to girl in math class
>5.5/10 not a qt, but sweet as all hell
>She said she wants to meet up this summer
>Am too afraid to send facebook message
>Will probably send facebook message late at night so she doesn't reply instantly
Just wanted to share this. Also, any advice?
>>29846250
>>29846302
My mom never let me socialize my whole life. I only had friends if she could get along with their parents. Definitely a helicopter mom, ruined many relationships and shetlered me. All I ever did from 5 years old to 16 years old is play vidya and study. Being the valedictorian was nothing special at all.
>>29846410
>Also, any advice
Just pretend to be a normalfag, they don't know you aren't one.By just setting up hang outs and stuff you become more of a normie. I'm way out of that hole now, about to get engaged, but I was reminiscing and realized for deep in the whole I was and didn't even know.
