How do you cope with embarrassing memories?
just got to switch your brain off and say youre not going to give it any more time in your head.
I don't.
fhdw
>>29833114
embrace it
you know you really had fun
don't think about what others think about you
I sing songs to myself about wanting to kill myself.
Not like edgy dark shit, I mean literally just in a happy singsong voice singing over and over again "I want to kill myself".
I'm losing it m8
I don't tbqh. these memories come up every now and then and ruins my day remembering that I fucked up followed by overthinking.
>>29833262
i do this too, oh dear...
>>29833114
I literally don't care
People do stupid shit sometimes, there's more important things to worry about
>>29833114
They make me cringe for a second, but then I just continue what I'm doing and pay no mind to them.
>>29833457
But everyone else remembers it, and they think less of you for it. It effects your present situation.
>>29833494
I don't care, if they care about minor shit like that then my view of them diminishes as well
Shit happens, deal with it and walk on
I drink a lot of alcohol and think about killing myself, wouldn't recommend it honestly.
>>29833565
How does your view change what they think of you? The fact is that you did something autistic, everyone knows you did it, and you thinking you're better than those people doesn't change that they know they're better than you.
I start swearing to myself
fucking tourettes
I blurt out random words or nonsensical strings of consciousness
Lately I've been physically cringing or punching myself in the head so that's nice
>>29833262
Holy shit same dude
>>29833630
The fact is that I am better than them
I am better educated, have a better income and I'm an all-around better person
But it doesn't matter who you are, at one point in life you do something stupid and compared to the rest of your life, it's completely irrelevant and not something you should give a single fuck about.
Stop being such a fucking faggot, geez
>>29833718
>punching myself in the head so that's nice
LOL I thought I was the only one who did that
>>29833898
>compared to the rest of my life
nigga the rest of my life is just as cringey and autistic.
>>29833262
Kek.. I do the exact same thing. My song is just "please kill me now"
>>29833956
That's your fault
Ogeranoi comment
>>29833943
Yep. I do this too. The random blurting out stream of consciousness thing as well. It's gotta be a common thing among robots.
>>29833114
Thankfully I am devoid of dignity so I've never been embarrassed.
>>29833980
>hurdurr everything's your fault
I didn't ask to be born this way you fuck.
>>29834019
We are all born retarded
Only our own actions chisel the path towards our future
>>29834077
>ignoring the fact that some people are born objectively better than others
I'm not the same person as 8 years ago.
>>29834099
>I can't handle the fact that I fucked up my own life, therefore everyone else was just born into a successful life
>>29833992
I have tourettes bruh
>>29833992
I drill my fingers into my stomach when standing or into my leg when sitting. People don't notice it that easy... i think
>>29834151
>I was born with superior qualities so everyone must have been too
Get alzheimer's.
>>29834329
Unless you're not white you already have superior qualities
All you need to do is take care of your flesh and blood to look attractive, if you let yourself slip it really shows
>>29834329
>no one in shitty conditions ever got successful
>>29833114
i think about the idea that my life and my actions are completely insignificant, the idea that me and everybody else will inevitably be buried in the dirt very shortly as nothing more than rotting shit inside the toilet of a toilet of a toilet from a black hole in outer space inhabited by insane people who don't know shit but their egos and their escapist false idols, and that this reality may as well be an illusion in the mean time, as if the universe is asleep and our existence is simply the universe having a dream, but in my case and yours it's probably more like a nightmare, so once we're dead and earth's dream is gone the universe will wake up and all of our tragedy and pain will be wiped under the rug in the blink of an eye as if it was nothing, as insignificant as insects, disgusting and hideous creatures meant to be stomped into the dirt without a second thought
it comforts me to think this way despite not knowing shit
>>29833262
hey i do that too
i also like to imagine that i have a gun and that i'm holding it up to my head while i sing
>>29833262
>>29833426
>>29833868
>>29833978
Kek. Have a similar habit too.
>Memory comes up
>*cringes internally*
>"I fucking hate myself, I fucking god damn hate myself"
I kind of whisper-sing it in, like, a chipper, 1950's jingle kind of tune. It's a pretty creepy, fruitless, and self destructive habit, so I usually cut it out when I start doing that shit.
>>29834567
I drove home last night singing at the top of my lungs "i wanna kill myself every dayyyyy"
I actually got pretty creative with the tune, maybe I should go into music desu
