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2016-07-09 06:00:54 Post No. 29824584
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2016-07-09 06:00:54
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Need to vent, having true robot problems. I know this isn't livejournal but I'm hoping someone can relate.
>Get a job at my newspaper as a reporter
>Goes well at first but social anxiety is killing me every day and pretending to be a normie takes a ton of energy
>Start getting assigned difficult stories
>Sources never pick up the phone after I had to fight my anxiety to call in the first place
>Boss breathes down my neck because I'm not getting anything done
>Makes me stay late all the time doing bullshit that can wait till tomorrow
>They tell me I need to increase my output
>Anxiety through the roof
>One day I can't get out of bed and email my resignation
>Don't answer the phone for like a month out of fear someone work related will call me
>5 months later
>Since I quit that job I don't have a reference
>very little work history for my age, just say I freelance even though I haven't made more than $200 freelancing in my life
>freelance market is disgusting and I'm a white guy so they never answer my emails anyway
>Get a job interview for a tech support job last week
>Super easy and I work from home, clients call me so I don't have to fight my anxiety
>Interview goes well, they do online streaming so I can actually put my twitch channel on my resume of all thing, though I do have to lie about my lack of service experience
>Told me I'd hear from them this week with a decision
>it's Friday night
>No more from them even after an email
>Can't focus on anything, too anxious about it
>Can't even smoke a fucking bowl because I know those pricks will drug test
>If I don't get this job I have to keep sending out more applications on top of the bunch I already sent out before this
>more applications filled with lies to fill in the gaps in my work history
>death is starting to look appealing
What the fuck should I do
