tfw bored
tfw nothing to do
tfw no hole to fuck
![latest[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/aDLQMVG.jpg "latest[1].jpg")
tfw anxious
tfw so much to do
Everytjing is boringg0000
Aa
Q
The wagecuck lifestyle doesn't allow me to be bored
>>29824223
Sleep until Miuna Monday
>>29824223
>>29824446
That's why drugs exist anons
>>29824973
I cant get any drugs now
>>29825006
>tfw my heroin dealer disappeared
>>29825046
>heroin
no
>>29825083
It's kinda overrated I like molly a lot more
>>29824223
Install Tinder and you'll look back on these times with nostalgia, before you got your last scrape of self confidence destroyed
I was a lethargic zombie today. Didn't want to do a thing, so just slept.
Going to drop some xtc tomorrow though. I'm fairly excited for that, as it has been almost a year since I've last rolled.
I want to feel something every once in a while. It will be like a vacation from my autism stimulants, which only contribute to this incessant hollow feeling.
>>29825139
Good for you anon, I love ecstasy it's probably my favorite drug. Awesome that you haven't dropped a pill in that long, the experience is gonna be that much more magical
Hope the blues don't hit you too hard afterwards
>>29825095
I just want anything that would make me feel better
Aaaaaa
>>29825178
Yeah mine too, of the ones I've experimented with so far.
>Awesome that you haven't dropped a pill in that long
I told myself I wasn't going to do ecstasy again, since the last time I ended up taking approx. 450mg over the course of one night, which was likely neurotoxic to some extent. Bad self-control. When the feeling begins to die, I want to do anything to bring it back.
But as of recent, I can't give a damn about neurotoxicity. I have to escape that emptiness and dysphoria, if only momentarily, before they weigh down on me as default states of being.
>>29825200
I know that feel all to well anon, my mind is pre-occupied 80% of the time with how I'm gonna get my next intoxication, whether it be from alcohol molly or any other drug. Being a neet makes it that more harder. I'm trying to get better but fuck being sober is so awful
>>29825335
Yes, being a neet doesnt help. Fuck this I dont know what to do. All I have now is meds for schizophrenia that make me high for a bit and then sleep a lot. Meh
>>29824223
You know, Anon, if you have any funds, starting a project may be worthwhile. Make something that interests you, something such as a pneumatic cannon or some other gizmo that would provide enjoyment. It's what I do when I get very bored.
Drugs are for losers, that's one thing Lady Liberty taught me.
Tfw Cuckenstein M.D. refilled my antidepressants again and just re-starting them today. [Prozac 20mg]
Already getting the empty void feeling that I know I'd be depressed without them, but it feels like its just turning my blues into blacks familia.Tfw ran out of vicodin from wisdom tooth shit and have always wanted to start oxy or heroin but no connection and my roommate refuses to help me find anyone
>>29824223
>bought a chastity cage
>originally was discouraged but went back to it and found the right sizes to fit
>put on panties and thigh highs
>spent basically the last 10 hours doing anal stuff but unable to orgasm
>got close several times but wasn't able to reach climax
>tfw a complete jittery mess now
Being a 110 pound cute trap is suffering
>>29828264
got any qt trap pics?
>>29828341
I have plenty of cute trap pics, none of them are me though.
what's the best board to find qt trap stuff?
desu there needs to be a dedicated board for it :(
