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>Be me
>18 yr old
>7/10 was 3/10 overweight before I started getting into fitness
>Have confidence to do theater but still awkward and beta
>Have crush on 8/10
>Become seriously close friends and actually care a lot
>Ask her to prom as friends (about as beta as it gets)
>"Best friend" of mine decides he wants to fuck her
>Best friend is 4/10 overweight, about twice the size I was
>Eats at 7/11 daily drinking big gulps
>Covered in acne
>"Pffsh why'd she ever want to be with that blob when she can be with me?"
>Sends her dick pics
>She's repulsed by his tiny cock and over weight body
>He tries really hard to get close to her
>Tells her he should go to prom with him instead of me
>She tells me about his constant attempts at wooing her and how bad they are
>Friend ends up being in our prom group out of pitty
>SON OF A BITCH SLEEPS WITH 2/3 OF THE GIRLS THERE WITHIN THE SAME WEEK
>wtf how
>Still tells her he loves her
>She's repulsed
>He continues to try to get with her

this goes on for a few months

>At this point he regularly threatens suicide if she doesn't go out with him
>I ask girl's friend if she likes me
>Get friendzoned harder than before
>Get BESTfriendzones
>I die a little bit
>She finally goes out with him out of pitty
>They've now been dating for a few weeks
>I still hang out with the two of them at the same time
>We go to movies and dinner and hang out at his house
>I've basically become her chihuahua that watches them fuck
>I feel like crying
>I try to be fit
>I try to be a master of seduction through red pill tactics
>I try so hard to not be virgin fag
>Then this fat 4/10 comes in like an alpha and takes my entire prom group and my prom date


I've always believed the reason I was a virgin was because I looked gross. Then I finally get a good body and still kissless virgin.Does this mean I just have a shit personality.

So, /r9k/, when did you find out god wasn't real?