>Tfw one of you few friends doesn't want anything to do with you anymore
I fucking hate this feel
I can be your friend honey... comento oregano
same happened to me a few days ago
>talk to this guy i knew from my old school
>started playing vidya with him
>he started coming online less and less
>bought him a game so he would play with me
>he never did
>stopped coming online
>now he has a qt gf and i dont
>>29819808
>One of your few friends
Try all OP, and you get what I have now. All of my irl friends have pretty much abandoned me, and in a span of like two weeks, but I have to act like nothing is wrong.
>>29819808
How clingy of you OP
>playin TF2 around 2011
>make friends with this gal
>she wasn't like a grrrl gamer or anything, found out she was a girl after maybe a year
>her and I both had really bad home lives
>her father was in the military/often gone and her mom was a drug addict who would often fall and crack her head on things
>my dad's been gone since I was a kid, my mom was an alcoholic who would wake me up at 2-3am to dump water one me and scream at me
>she'd blackout and forget about anything that happened the night before, when I'd tell her she'd explain she was just sleepwalking
>3 years or so go by
>she introduces me to dota and other games
>suddenly she gets quieter and quieter with shorter and shorter answers
>one day i get an email from her explaining that she doesn't want to be my friend anymore and that she's found a replacement for me
>"so don't worry I won't be lonely without you :)"
boo hoo
>>29820208
that sounds pretty unpleasant, do you hold it against her?
>>29819808
>tfw used to be a narcissistic asshole to people
>tfw they got sick of my shit and stopped talking to me
>tfw tried to make things better but no use
>>29820241
not really, but I do miss her
most of the time I can go on thinking about other things, but I get reminded sometimes when I have dreams that she's in/play games she recommended
I can't even beat ornstein and smough because we helped each other take them down, it's too grim a reminder doing it alone
>>29820208
Thiz is perfect.
>>29819808
>tfw pretending like I have other friends so this one person I hang out with all the fucking time/confessed feelings for doesn't think I'm a fucking loser
It's an abstract feeling. I hate lying about shit like this ;_; But I'd rather feel like a loser than feel like a loser and look like one.
>>29820350
I do the same, I even told her that I was going to a trip with friends for a few days.
I think deep down she still knows that I'm just staying home and pretending that I'm not here.
>>29820313
how could a great person like you not have friends :)
>Friends just use you to fill space in a group game and ignore you otherwise
I just want someone who likes me enough to WANT to talk to me.
>friends playing csgo
>only 4 players
>"hey, we should get anon on and troll him"
>"lol yeah, ill check if he's on"
>im in the discord channel the whole time
>>29820413
THIS
oreganoisagoodherbdesu
>>29820391
It's such a shitty fucking feeling. I let too much of my actual personality and habits leak which accidentally made me look like a fucking idiot.
Not that it really matters since I'm moving back to my town where i go to college soon, where I'm planning on trying to make friends again.
Seems no matter how hard I try to paint myself as not an autist, I always look like one anyways.
I hope I don't get caught lying through my teeth one of these days.
>>29820504
Mate trust me, don't buy into the "Smile your way through it" meme. It doesn't fucking work.
>haha ANON come out and get DRUNK with us
>w-well im in the middle of this mo-
>cmon ANON you dont CHILL with us anymore
>go out, get wasted, make an ass of myself
>spend the next 3 days clinically depressed because alcohol affects me that way
>repeat
Friends aren't as important as good friends are. I wouldn't trust any of these guys in my room with my weeb shit without making fun of me.
