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2016-07-08 19:44:06 Post No. 29814164
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2016-07-08 19:44:06
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Has anyone else gotten more autistic over the time? Or do I just become more self aware?
In school I was actually relatively normal for some time but turned into a quiet isolated loner. I also got REALLY bad at conversations to the point where I forget how to pronounce some words. I think it has something to do with chainsmoking weed and RCs. I was unemployed for half a year after school where I really overdid the drugs, then I was in the military for a few months and now have a full time job.
But I still feel too inept for basic human interaction. I have to talk to people every day and it doesn't get better. I have to consciously think about what to say when meeting someone and unironically spurt out 'you too' sometimes. I have to work up the courage to leave because I have to plan out how to say goodbye. All of this makes me want even less contact. My boss even told me the other employees think I talk to unintelligible. Before that I was beginning to feel somewhat comfortable with those people.
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