It's me again. Some of you called me "lump guy" or "cancer emporer".
I haven't gotten my helium yet. It should come in on monday, though.
I can hardly breath now. It's a struggle, but it's not too bad yet. I hope I'm not too late.
My hair is growing in again since quitting chemo. It looks regular to my surprise. I thought it would come in like a FO4 ghouls.
How are all of you holding up?
Bump
I have no one to talk to. Please. Talk to me.
Yes, I'm attention whoring. But this is all I have left.
Did you browse r9k before you had cancer?
You look like you had a normal life before this. Perhaps a /b/ tard that had a life too.
>>29813727
Glad to see you, anon. How arecyou holding up?
>>29813727
Stream and set up a chat, man. It'll fill up quick.
Fuck, are you still alive? I thought helium offed you?
>>29813869
I /b/rowsed before r9k existed. Im not so much a normalfag, but I am a HUGE wagecuck. Even with cancer I still work. Everyone looks at me with pitty. It makes suicide easier.
>>29813890
Im not so OK. I drink every day to dull tge pain in my chest and throat. Not to mention the migraines. Its going to suck not being able to drink when I exit bag this world.
>>29813905
>>29813909
Not yet, senpai. I'm still waiting for tge helium and CPAP. I'll post an update when it arrives. I dearly want to share that excitement with all of you. Even though I will be agonized, at least I know I will habe brought a smile to your faces.
>>29813727
I think if what your saying is true your doing the right thing. I am genuinely happy for you and glad you found a place for support in your last hours.
Inb4 r9k's tinfoil hats start shitposting dr Nicks and Chinese bean supplements.
>>29814187
Some guy told me to take carrot juice in the last thread.
Im fucking dying and WANT to die. Cancer is literally the best thing to happen in my life. These VeganGains cucks will never understand.
done anything cool today?
>>29813727
Could you give me some of your money if you're not going to give it to someone else.
>>29814419
No, I'm a fucking loser.
>>29814428
I'm a poorfag. Have 3 dollars.
>pic related, its what everyone should order if you get in my situation.
Cancer is no joke, but my family thinks I'm crazy for making a joke of it.
People have asked me
>how do you want to be remembered?
And I always say
>Yankee doodle dandy
They dont know what I mean, but I mean the helium tanks.
Fucking chuds.
>>29814491
thanks for the suicide tip
Please send bitoins to save OPS life here: 1FfmbHfnpaZjKFvyi1okTjJJusN4
Or send bitcoins here when you want him to died: 1FfmbHfnpaZjKFvyi1okTjJJusN455paPH
I want to off using the helium method, what kind of things should I consider when buying the helium tank?.
>>29813727
kek how's it going lumpbot?
>>29814491
>Cancer is no joke
life's also pretty difficult anon. maybe death is better idk tbrqh
Do you feel a little bit sad your life is over now? What would you have done different?
How does the pain actually feel? Like, is it so bad that you figure you might as well hang yourself tonight just to get rid of the pain?
>>29813727
It's you again! Cancer emperor? What's up?
>>29814614
99.9% helium. Low flow.
>>29814633
I do but I don't. Life is a meme. I'm glad I'm getting out of this shitstorm early. Cancer is a blessing and a curse. Death is literally the only thing I obsess over now.
>>29814643
Imagine having acid reflux to the gurds degree.and having all of tour ribs broke. If it were not for my previous bunion surgery, I wouldn't know how to handle this. Not to mention my inner collar bones feel like tgeyregoing to pop out.
>>29814799
Love you, anon. Tgings are shitty. Im drinking again. I want out asap. I was going to get out this friday, but i guess itll be monday.
I fucking love you. Thank you for being there.
Not to be a faggot, but will you stream it? Every suicide stream seems to be a shitstorm, but watching a dude just going to sleep might be cool
>>29814980
Im going to stream it on pariscope.
Ill try to set my phone up in a good angle. Bu I will want it to be dim in the room so it feels like Im going to sleep.
Ill give dtails alone with pics in the next thread. Granted...the cancer doeant dibilitate me first.
>>29814491
I hope you didn't fuck up ordering all of that at the same time from the same place. I fully expect your package never to arrive.
Have you noticed anything strange near your house? Unfamiliar vehicles?
>>29813727
Hey, I'm a chad but I felt bad Since your thread yesterday.
Next girl I'll bang will be for you my friendo. She's had 3 fucking cancers... Find peace with God. Godspeed you ! Cancer emperor
Looking forward to the livestream faggit.
When are you going to stream?
>>29813727
I'm pretty sad and my mental condition is becoming worse, hallucinating a lot. Nothing compared to the shit stick you got stuck with though. You shall be missed, fellow brobot. If I could feel anything it would be sorrow for my fallen brother.
>>29814966
Dude, can you get your hands on some reefer to get cross-faded?
From 190 to 127 in 2 months. That's a new record in wwiggt loss.
I'm fucking done. Cancer is ass.
Pretty drunk. So if tou ask why tgeres color in my body, its because im trying to kill my heart too. Dying in my sleep of cardiac arrest seems nice too.
>>29814966
And would you like to read my manifesto? If you post your email I'll send it over to you this evening, you might find it entertaining
>>29815205
It gonna be on Twitch
>>29815187
America is much like china. They don't give a fuck.
>>29815189
I hope you die of cancer too.
>>29815205
Details will be in the next thread. Lurk A LOT on tuesday at the latest.
>>29815210
If you need help getting out, then ask me. We can go togetger on tuesday...if you want.
>>29815216
I have to be sober when exitting. It sucks.
>>29815276
No tou faggot. I will be streaming on pariscope. Ill give details.
Im tired and in a lot of pain guys. Im going to go lay down and pretend to do that sleep thing.
God speed.
Dude, don't die in such a boring way. Rape some bitch, kill some Chad, rob store or whatever the fuck....
>>29815432
Shut up dude, you're not the one exiting.
>>29815337
This guy (>>29815432) is right. Why don't you get a gun and actually make an impact on this world?
>>29815145
periscope will shut it down once it gets a few numbers, you should find some other platform, but I won't judge you if you won't since that's probably the last thing on your mind, rightfully so.
>>29815463
Killing few people has as much impact to this wold as pissing into a sea of piss.
>>29815572
depends who you kill tho lets be real
>>29815429
Cancer emperor, I have heard that doing reiki on yourself could help with pain even if you're dying. It requires willing healing, loving energy from your hands and suspension of disbelief, using traditional hand positions (look them up on google) - and you don't need no stinking reiki class or teacher.
Much love OP
>>29813727
Helium is for faggots. You should headbutt a train and traumatise all the passengers.
>>29815432
He also need to shoot up a Brony/Furry/Anime convention (>>29815572). That gonna makes a lot of inpact
>>29815572
Well depends on how many people you shoot. If you score over 20, you'll definitely be remembered for 10+ years...
>>29815337
As it stands I'm too pussy to sudoku because my mummy and my dog would miss me, sorry friend. Better luck in the next life.
>>29815337
I'd say there's a very high chance none of us here understand what your going through, so I just want to wish you well on you next trip
Just because you slaved your whole life away and gave up upon life even before cancer, you should not fucking give it all up now and see this as a change to get free, you should see it as a chance for REAL change.
Do some cool shit the next months, visit some cool place, you are literally free in this world now, no hindrance, stop your retarded job and get those childhood dreams back up again and try to live them.
I really believe in meme magic, and i think you memed the cancer on you.
You are unaware of life, you just created suffering for yourself probably your whole life, never accepting the now, it's sad.
>>29813727
My father has stage 4 cancer in a couple of places, and he smokes pot to cope.
You should try it anon, maybe live for that?
It'll take away the pain to an extent, helps with cancer (or something), and you can get into all those stupid things stoners love! Buy cool pieces, watch dumb stoner YouTubers.
I wish you the best of luck senpai.
