Post yfw you realized you're NEVER going to make it
>>29804822
MY LIFE IS A BIG FUCKING JOKE
I had no hope of ever making it.
I refuse to ever "realize" this
Right now the hope I'm operating on seems to have been forcefed to me, but it's better than commitment to the abyss
i tried to stay positive and laugh it off, but soon it just becomes too much.
>>29804822
yes oh yes oh
>>29804822
you have to take it well
Honestly at this point I'm just living because why the fuck not, don't even really get bad anxiety or stress anymore because I tell myself if things ever get too bad I'll just kill myself. Pretty funny how my family keeps making comments and getting slightly annoyed about how I move so slowly, don't do anything, sleep in late and don't care about anything. They don't realize they're talking to a broken man who will blow his brains out as soon as he has to face reality because he gave up on reality at 12 years old 9 years ago, don't even know why I'm still going to college lmao.
thats not why i got in the game
>>29804822
I alternate randomly between being completely at peace with it and being overwhelmed by sadness and self hatred
>>29806056
drop out then normie
>>29806056
> is 21
> le broken man gunna kill myself haha xDD so edgy
fuck off, kid
i'm never going to expend the required effort to live my dreams
>>29804890
stay strong anon
blox
honestly? I'm just sad because I can't take on the whole world's sins on my back.
I feel like even if I fought back against the abyss I'd just end up like Artorias
Its a joke. Its all a fucking joke.
