>tfw going to adopt a religion (christianity) just so I have something to live for and don't end up killing myself, leaving my family in despair
I recommend Satanism.
I'd recommend Zoroastrianism
Bahai brah
westboro baptist church
>>29804991
My uncle did this after he got divorced. Why?
I'd rather just kill myself than live a half-baked lie
be a ventriloquist
>>29804138
I was really starting to get into Christianity. I was really inspired by the stories about King David. Then I looked him up, turns out if he even existed he was probably just some warlord, judeah was just a bunch of mud huts, and there was no united kingdom. Feels bad,
>>29804138
Oh shit that's a rare office noose
Almost never see one besides the standard thumbs up
>>29804138
That's the wrong reason to believe.
You're supposed to believe because you see God in facets of life you were previously ignorant to. (I don't mean ignorant in a bad way)
I do agree, however, that it is something that can give your life purpose if you really lack it and you MAY be a better person for it.
>>29804138
don't do it anon
that shit is worse than killing yourself
>>29805102
David killed a giant with his bare hands and abused his son to the point of severe mental illness
It's his son, Solomon, who people are really interested in. Kings and warlords would come to him from all over the world in search of justice
It's rather surprising that you've never heard of him..
Or perhaps you have? He's the guy with the ring
>>29805166
That's why I liked David, because of the Goliath story. Wisdom is gay.
>>29805204
You know Saul, the king before David, was known for defeating all manner of strange and gigantic creatures in his conquests, but in the end he succumbed to guilt and killed himself in front of the Lord's high prophet
Tbh senpai where did you get your info because it seems like you didn't get the whole story
>>29805232
What more is there to know, he killed Goliath with a fucking slingshot
>>29804165
literally satanism or thelema
www.outercol.org
www.xeper.org
hey christian here :^) i was athiest before and a real worthless robot. I feel like christianity is great for robots. i was really alone at one point in my life, felt like dying yuh know. i started reading the bible out of curiousity, slowly started praying then church happened. realized I'm not really ever alone because of that big guy up there whos beside me 24/7. kind of a comforting feeling, 10/10 recommend.
>>29805260
He literally died of nightmares he had every night about giants
Turns out the life of a giant warlord in a plague-infested desert was not a pleasant one
>>29804138
this is okay, as long as you don't become like an addict and stay reasonable.http://www.christiantranshumanism.org/
> tfw being christian has bettered me as a person
>>29805314
>tfw lying has tattered me as a person
You could always try the singularity instead of the rapture. At least then you have tangible benchmarks and news to make sense of.
>>29805302
>was nearly killed by someone once
>barely conscious and looking at lights while people were helping me
>recently have nightmares that people were in my room and going to kill me
>hear myself shaking from fear before i wake up
>>29804138
I care, so I fully support your killing yourself if you choose. If not and you become a christian, at least you're not becoming a muslim, ever. Whatever fulfills you as long as you don't maliciously harm anything or anybody else who isn't harming you. I'm not religious at all, (sincerely envy some people's spiritual faith, actually because it seems to give some peace of mind and purpose) but I'd rather be surrounded by almost any variety of christian (seventh day adventist, preferably) people than most muslims or even jews for that matter. I think other than that, any jainist and almost any buddhist/hinduist would make the best neighbors, preferably the jainists, they're awesome.
Even the extreme buddhists are admirable because they're only extreme in retaliation to the very real threat of violent muslims. They're not turbocucks like many people (religious or unreligious) and allow themselves to be intimidated, displaced, conquered and exterminated by parasitic muslims, you have to respect that.
>>29805385
Ur a retarded
uOriginally
>>29805355
You know I used to have nightmares about being lost in the woods as the sun set,
the worst one was when I was separated from my companion when we were following a group of people we worried we involved in something awful, and I made it all the way back to the car only to find that she wasn't there, so I had to go back in and search for her, or at least be certain that she wasn't coming back
The dreams were always the same and they made me feel like I did when I was a child and I worried about something coming for me when I was home alone,
until I got the idea to use a bullhorn as a weapon,
and after I had that idea, I never had the nightmare again