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I hate being touched, too, but it's more of a recent thing (the past several years). I can only handle hugs from my grandmother and father and handshakes from my grandfather. It just feels wrong, from anyone else.

>>29786881
This is called autism anon. And genuine autism, not meme autism.

>>29786881
I have the same problem, I'm too nervous when my skin touches another person's skin

When I fuck my girlfriend i get all sweaty, no idea why

>>29788298
Can confirm. Diagnosed autist here. Everytime someone tries to touch me, I pull back as if to avoid boiling water. Not even my parents can touch me. Good thing that I will never find a girlfriend, haha.

I want to touch people. I want to be touched. I have primal instincts of expressiveness that I inherited from my mother, and possibly the more negative instincts from my father.

Have you tried with animals? Animals tend to be honest and simplistic. Dogs can be very affectionate, but even when they're being aggressive or other wise playing rough, I find it enjoyable. I can express to them what I want, and they understand. Cats are assholes, but they're still affectionate. I like rubbing like cats do (not the butt parts), but they make their intentions clear. Most mammals express emotions in similar ways, and some birds tend to if they've been raised around people.

If anything, touching is probably more linked to emotional awareness and that ability to sense your internal state and emulate other perspectives is impaired in Autists.

I get really sensitive around my shoulders and back away quickly if someone taps them or puts ther hand on them. Makes me really comfortable.

>>29786881
The most i can do with strangers is shake their hands.
I immediately start sweating when a female goes for a kiss on the cheek. It's a cultural thing, so even if you don't know that female, she can do it and so can you.