tell me about the day it all went to shit anon
tell me about the slippery slope that caused you to fall so hard
tell me about where your despair, depression, suicidal thoughts originated
tell me why you're like this
>the day it all went to shit
When I found r9k
Constant isolation throughout childhood combined with mental disorders
Couldn't put it down to a single day, but moving 5 times before I was 13 fucked me up good.
Stopped valuing social relationships since they would disappear sooner or later, and isolated myself within whatever home I lived in at the time.
Still lost my virginity somehow though.
>diagnosed bipolar2 in 8th grade
>all downhill from there
it wasn't a day
it wasn't a slope
it wasn't originated
it wasn't a why
it's a long dark suffocating tunnel that never ends, mr bones wild ride never ends, and there's too much to explain, there's several books worth of shit piled on top of shit, i'm too tired to explain, all i can do is say
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
there's a certain point where words become meaningless and i've been past that point for a long time now
fuck it, it doesn't matter anyway
you're all too sad, anons
tell me about ways you can improve your situation or any goals you have in general no mater how stupid
>>29783021
My life isn't broken. I'm on the path to bettering myself. I just got my first car, and my first job. A lot of the damage in my life comes from mental disorders and emotional trauma. Both things I can't fix.
