>feel like shit all day
>around 11pm begin getting manic
>have a bunch of delusional fantasies about breaking out of my autism shell
>have a bunch of energy and nowhere to put it
>make a bunch of plans i dont have the energy for during the day
>wake up feeling like shit
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>>29779675
I know your struggle, anon.
Makes it worse that I pop a bupropion ir at 2 or 3 every morning, I get to feeling fucking insane some nights.
I have dozens of fucked up drawings, poems and stories next to my bed that I barely remember doing.
>>29779718
Mine's not nearly as bad as yours, but i wish i could live in society as a 'night-owl'
use the energy in the form of lifting/exercise
get fit
become chad
simple
>cheat on gf
>sometimes think it was a good thing
>sometimes think it was a bad thing
>in love with 2 girls
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>>29779954
you're a bad person
moralityblox
