Why do you want to be a normie?
I realize now that I dont want to be a normie. Call it rationalizing if you will, but I don't want kids, a wife, any job or anything. It all seems terribly boring. I don't know what to aim for because there is nothing worth the effort. I'm not existential, but i believe life has no meaning and you can't find a real "purpose" or "calling", it's just rationalizing.
It's comfy feeling content with little. It sucks that a job is neccessary and by definition is soul sucking, and if i weren't a coward I'd be an anarchist instead of a leech.
You're a drain on society and a shame to your bloodline. Go live in the wilderness so none of us have to see you, or fix your life.
It's hard to tell. I'd much rather be a lazy fuckup most of the time, but it doesn't make me happy. Being a normie makes me happy, but I don't enjoy it. I can pretend to be normal for a while and meet people and make friends, but after a few months I don't wanna see them again and it's because I don't like them. I enjoy having friends because it means I have friends. Not because I enjoy time spent with them.
Same with gf, work, money, whatever. The status makes me happy, but what I truly enjoy in life is masturbating and being a bum.
I'm in a WhatsApp group with a bunch of people from 4chan and a lot of them call me a Normie/Chad because I've had sex with a lot of girls and travel often.
However, I have no desire to lead a typical Normie life. I want to be a productive and useful member of society and some day have kids, but I can't make myself work full-time in some shitty office setting.
>>29778214
my cuck-o-meter went off the charts
>>29778321
> I want to be a productive and useful member of society
this is r9k..
>>29778214
You've been living a lie my friend. I feel bad for you.
Jesus Christ is the answer
>die
>go to heaven to be a full swag yolo neet for all eternity