robots every now and then I feel like truly killing myself
what do
Go outside, pick a direction, and just start running.
Don't look back. Don't look forward. Don't think. Just run. Run until you can't. Until you're throwing up and your eyes are watering. Until you can't breathe and you have to lay down.
Only at the end of that journey will you know the real answer to your question.
>>29767931
I will try
thank you very much
Stop being a NEET?
Seriously though, just find some purpose in life. Anything you're passionate about will do. If you aren't passionate about anything try doing random shit until you find someting you enjoy doing.