How do you cope with the fact that you didn't die in your sleep again?
Realize all waiting is in vain and getting it over with would be my best option.
I tell myself "deal with it".
It's hard to deal with it but it's the only way. I guess I'll smoke some weed and get drunk later.
I won't let my depression get me down like that. I try to stay optimistic. Maybe I'll die in my sleep the next night, or sometime this week, or sometime this month. I've just gotta keep trying every day. That's the only way you'll succeed.
>>29767182
Everyday I wake up.
>"No not again"
>>29767403
I know that feel. Especially if I forget my life in the dream I had and then I wake up and everything floods over me. I remember all of the pain and shit that I have to deal with. Anxiety and depression. I can't start over. It's the same thing always.
I want to die.
