Between alcohol, weed, shitloads of caffeine and creatine, and anxiety meds, I don't even remember the last time I wasn't under the influence of something.
It's been at least a year.
Im beginning to forget what my personality actually ia. Since it seems to be entirely dependent on what chemicals I've taken recently.
I remember that people didn't like it too much. Maybe this is a way to reset...
Same, but I'm quitting everything except weed.
>tfw you realize everybody can probably see you're on something, all the time even if you use eye drops and take every step to not have the classic signs
>tfw coworker asked me why my eyes were so white the other day
>tfw you realise if you go a couple weeks without drugs and all the aftereffects and fog wear off you will have to fully face reality and the circumstance you're in and how terrifying that is
Everyone is on a cocktail of something.
If you really want to "detox" then stop everything cold turkey, take up strenuous daily exercise, and drink shitloads of water.
All 'you' are at any given time is a handful of chemicals and ever fading memories.
No shit if you're hopped up on any drug cocktail for too long you'll get weird. Just be glad you're not into particularly heavy shit and probably try to cut back. Reading and exercise is a productive way to fill time you would have spent sitting around stoned anyways.
>>29766271
"productive"
>>29766066
just do what you want to do
always remember though
no one owes you anything
you don't owe anyone anything
There have only been a handful of days that I've been sober since like... December, 2014, I guess. That's about a year and a half. I haven't become addicted to any hard substances though, mostly because I've got no clue where to get them. My usage has mostly been limited to kratom (daily) and some research chems. I've tried "traditional" drugs, like oxy, cocaine, speed, etc., but those all found me, not the other way around.
I've been trying out poppy seed tea and it's pretty good. I don't feel much of a difference from kratom, except PST seems to last a bit longer. I was hoping to take enough to nod on it, but I guess my seeds weren't potent enough. I gotta figure out a better poppy seed vendor. Some guy on Reddit was bragging about how he had a source that sold really potent shit for just $3/lb. That fucker didn't give any hints for it though. He was probably lying, but I'm still pissed off at him.
