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>fapping isn't exciting or pleasurable anymore
>this board is now boring and normie ridden
>the music I used to like just goes in one ear and out the other at this point
>suicide doesn't even seem appealing as this shit life is objectively better than nothing
Any one fell the same?
Where do you go from here?
fuck who knows
wouldn't be here if i did
i remember feeling like you in my teens, numb to everything, bored, but into my twenties it's the loneliness that became worst and the sense of lost time. all those years wasted on uncaring numbness
>>29762636
Well, you've made the decision to live, so you may as well go and have some fun with it.
>>29762636
Honestly as a clinically depressed malfunctioning cyborg myself, I have a hard time coping with symptoms that sap away the enjoyment I experience from various activities and hobbies I prefer. You're lucky if you don't have to deal with the soul crushing paranoia that may prevent yo from reaching out to people; this is what I experience sometimes on the regular. It doesn't quite help that I am poor and have not achieved independence in my life.
My advice to you is to try to communicate how you feel with someone you can trust; maybe if they can give you reassurance and comfort.
