Who /ill/ here? There's been lots of talk about mental illnesses but I'd like to know if there's any fellow sick robots.
>a large percentage of the people in my mom's side of the family have had cancer including my mom
>grandma has beaten cancer three times and now she has it again
>her sister died recently of cancer
>i had testicular cancer when I was 15, which is pretty much the easiest form of cancer to cure
>doctor tells me that two mild chemotherapy sessions would decrease the risk of me getting it again to almost 0
>a few months back (I'm 19 now) feel lump on neck
>doctor tells me it could be from me pushing it a lot and to wait a few months without touching it at all, if it's still there check it out with ultrasound and then do a biopsy
>don't touch it at all for a few months but still there
>ultrasound says it's nothing worrisome
>haven't been to doctor since then although it still hurts and I'm almost certain it's cancer
>have varicocele on my other testicle (first one got removed obviously) which makes it difficult to feel around but I've been checking it since I was 15 and it's been fine
>last night feel a lump that feels pretty much identical to the first one
>today don't know what to do and more depressed than usual
Which one do I check first, the lump in my throat or the lump on my ball, they require different doctors, it'll be such a mess trying to organize the different treatments, plus I was just finishing up my MRI checks that I was told to do after my surgery for 5 years when I was 15, now it'll be at least another 5 years and I can't stand MRIs.
don't need your life story
just die already
>>29762440
why are you being mean
Yeah.
I have lupus and chronic severe psoriasis.
All the medications i have to take are damaging my heart, lungs, liver and kidneys.. but if i stop taking them i die.
So i sit here living at home taking thousands of dollar of medication a month, lethargic as fuck, looking like a ghost waiting to die.
When people talk about me they're like 'anon doesnt have a very good life expectancy be nice to them'
>>29762471
Because he has no real reason to be the way he is other than being fat and lazy.
>>29762502
>When people talk about me they're like 'anon doesnt have a very good life expectancy be nice to them'
>>29762409
oh by the way if I wasn't clear enough here
>doctor tells me that two mild chemotherapy sessions would decrease the risk of me getting it again to almost 0
I did have the chemo treatment which is why yesterday I felt like finding that doctor and kicking him in the ribs, he said that "there's basically 0 chance don't worry about it"
>>29762665
Ick.
I hear chemo is awful.
I take a low dose chemo drug twice a week for my auto inmune shit and i feel lije crap. Cant imagine what a whole big dose would be
>>29762631
>tries not to think about it too much or ill waste more of my not life crying
>>29762409
In such a situation you must die. It's the universe telling you to let go. No one should have that much cancer. Your family is a walking blight upon the gene pool.
Use your pent up robot rage. Contract aids from a tranny hooker and rape as many women as possible. Become bio weapon Elliot - your destiny
Penetrate and destroy from within
>>29762783
Yeah, I have no idea why my mom thought it'd be a good idea to pass on her cancer genes but I'm not going to purposely spread aids to random women, thanks for the advice though