It's gonna be okay robots. We can do this.
no it's not and no we can't.
I dont know OP, things for me are shitty, the friends i've barely been able to hang on to since high school are leaving me behind and forgetting about me, I havent had social contract in 2 weeks and I cant get a job cause no ones hiring, im also getting sick of living NEET at home
>be afew days ago
>text friend asking if he wants to hang out
>he says he is mourning over the death of a near friend of his bros
>decided to walk across town alone and get coffee
>see him hanging out with others and having fun
>go back home and continue being depressed
All I do is write shitty music, drink and listen shitty music
>>29759349
You are doing it. You are stopping yourself from becoming that neet shutin. You just keep going buddy. You will make it.
>>29759486
Being a neet shut in would make me want to end myself, plus im sick of not being able to buy food some days.
>>29759349
My ex best friend did that to me, lets call him faggot.
There was a party and i wasnt invited because nobody remembers me and super awkward, i wanted to go there and try to be social. I tought to myself that i can do it, so i told faggot that i will go with him but he answered: Dont come, its not gonna be fun its just a little movie night thats all. This was the moment when i realized that he had been manipulating me all these years to do what was best for him. He did this many times and only wanted me to come along when i had money...
The lesson is, Never trust anyone.