What was your adolescence like?
>>29755661
I lost weight riding my bike everywhere
It was about the time people moved onto going to parties and having relationships but I was just kind of... left behind
idk if you wanted to know anything specific about my adolescence though
Well speaking as a manchild not too different to my adult life.
That is, sat alone in front of a computer and then going to school/work.
>>29755661
>adolescence
masturbating and video games
>>29755661
NEET in training.
I hanged with kids after high school and on weekends sometimes, they were dicks to me though.
>>29755661
>masturbation
>video games
>slow - fast deterioration of paper friendships and bonds
>eventually 0 friends
>stop going to college classes
>don't leave house
>perpetual loneliness & KHV lifestyle
>go to school
>fall asleep in morning classes
>go to 2 hour lunch
>go to good classes
>smoke blunts all day in my friends garage
>bike home
>rinse and repeat
Basically all of highschool. Not that bad if you ask me. Glad im more varied/productive now though.
A long series of getting my hopes up followed by crushing disappointment. I felt confused by it, as my entire childhood I was told how bright and talented and gifted I was by my family teachers and neighbors. I felt so sure it would get better later, just like they all told me.
Little did I know the cycle of hopes and disappointment would become a staple of my life for many many years to follow. Until life beat the joy and optimism out of me, leaving the broken carcus of my dreams to rest in the gravesite of monotony.
>>29755661
>go to school
>leave school without talking to anyone
>get home
>watch anime
>study
>sleep
>rinse and repeat
I honestly feel I lost a great part of my life due to social anxiety. It sucks.
>Discovering self
>Shenanigans with the few close friends i had
>Heartbreak over worthless highschool girls
>Find drugs
>More shenanigans, creative pursuits
>Depression setting in more than ever
>Move away after graduation
>No friends, shut-in, working dead-end job and practically trash
empty
>vidya
>fapping like a deranged fuck
>pushover at school
>get a really shitty nickname
>people still use this nickname on me
>even close friends
>go to catholic school
>talk to people there
>go home and never speak to anyone outside of school except one friend in 11/12th grade
>have him bring me to social things sometimes
>smoke weed literally three times and get caught
>lose social life which had just started to form and never have one again even today
>video games
>crying in the shower
>feel really guilty about masturbation
basically the best time of my life overall
It was awkward because I spent a lot of it fingering my asshole due to being raped as a kid.
I also got motivated to lift because of my shitty asthma
>>29755661
complete isolation from the rest of the world
Stealing candy from the gas station (never got caught.) selling klonopin, smoking weed every single day before and after school, depression, loneliness, confusion, WoW, Studying for chem and physics (took up a lot of my time.), insecurity, social anxiety, anger-
Also went to a few parties junior year of high school. I just graduated.
>parents divorce
>dad a drunk asshole
>mom not responsible for her actions
>brother just as bad as my mother
>dad is a verbally abusive
>live with mom
>mom never home, because she has to work
>brother never home, starting to turn into a delinquent.
>ugly af in high school
>no gf
>fat
>dress in black because shiieet
>social anxiety
>feel like killing myself for the duration of high school.
>feel alone
>only solace was through friends, who were cool as fuck
still fuck my adolescence, this is the reason why I'm afraid to have children of my own. nevermind the fact I'm pretty much a beta loser who cant into gf anyways
>>29755661
Like I bothered remembering that shit, it was 20 years ago.
Quiet and weird kid. Nothing has changed.
Runescape. That's all
i remember it as bad but who's to say really
didn't do my work, smoked a lot of $$$BUD$$$, crushed on girls out of my league, fistfought occasionally, did stupid shit while drunkarino, made some good friends who i stopped talking to after graduation
now i'm a lonely neet but i'm lightyears happier
>>29758247
Fuck runescape. I think my life would have be dramatically better if I never touched that shit.
>learned about 4gag through it
>all those hours wasted on pixels
>only thing going for it is nostalgia
>not even a good game
I finally managed to quit it entirely recently. Fuck that stupid fucking game and the company that runs it.
Mostly sat around the house and played video games. Occasionally at a friend's house.
>>29755661
Yeah, nah, it's going pretty well
Mostly playing emulated JRPGs at home. I had a mediocre GPA, was the founder of my school's magic the gathering club, and had sex with 1 girl.
>>29755661
Besides the sex it was tragic.
I was ditched at prom by my oneitis.
Nu-metal kid, edgy, full of acne and playing lots of games.
