Been considering suicide a lot lately anons.
Music for these feels?
How to get out of these feels?
>>29755138
https://youtu.be/cuv4KScAYlk
Honestly for me it only gets worse. Everyday that I feel like I could kill myself I can't even manage to do it. I could easily jump off one of the 6 story parking garages I work in. Why are you suicidal anon
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=faRX55qtflM
I listen to this when i want to feel
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uVj6VBy-HaM
But when i want to be happy i listen to this song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AY1sBXjl0s8
This album is perfect for when you want to die
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h--xITzrZ6s
$uicideBoy$
anything angry is good
calm music is also good
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9QBneZS1tS4
Both for feels and to get out of feels.
Artist is pretty fucking good overall.
>>29755138
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uZmLx4w2VHo
Tchaikovsky's saddest piece. Composed at the peak of his torment. He committed suicide not long after it was first featured
Holy fuck I hate myself. Why was I even born? Is this God's idea of a sadistic twisted joke? Like what the fuck did I do that was so wrong? Holy fuck tfw my entire life is one long shit turd. Dammnit I don't even have the balls to kill myself because I might burn in hell forever. My family wants nothing to do with me. Fuck me and you and YOU and God too.
>Music for these feels?
I've been terminal for a year now. The only songs I listen to are 5 by new order:
True Faith (94)
Shell Shock
Sub-culture
Dream attack
Paradise
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JUhZ30D7tYU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BDXBPZoV2jw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zzeNAUOp17c
Honestly I think they make me want to kill myself even more.
>>29756773
Man fuck you for saying fuck me, you think I wanna be fucking alive? Cause I don't. I ask every god imaginable to just kill me already every single day because I don't want to do it myself, but none of them will fucking do it. Why won't they kill me? Or at least give me cancer or some incurable disease? I don't want to live anymore. I just want death.
What kind of sick fuck creates a being to TORTURE it forever...?
>>29755169
>6 stories
too risky
you want 10+
Sad
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N2SW_MWBa6w
>>29755138
Saint John's Wort extract - Nature's Answer - three times a day every day, plus Charlotte's Web CBD oil if the St. John's gives you nausea, plus Harlequin weed, plus Floradix iron syrup if you're low on that. I have heard this stuff called Zembrin is another potential antidepressant and will try it. When it gets that bad you need drugs, not therapy.
>>29756773
Why do you hate yourself? It's completely understandable to be suicidally depressed - it is a shitty world and all, and there are about a million medical causes - but to hate yourself? Your depression is not your fault. Your desire to commit suicide is not a sin but the desire to end your pain. It's not your fucking fault.
https://mhva.bandcamp.com/
Viper -KillUrselfMy Man
Bxjxb
>>29755138
>fork in the outlet
Would that really kill someone? Or just give you an annoying shock...
I'm not going to tell you not to off yourself if you really really want to. I'm not going to say that people care about you and that you shouldn't do it. I will say that this is a final solution and that you can't come back at all if you do this. We don't know what happens after death. There may be a heaven, a hell, nothingness or "the void", reincarnation or who knows. Op, your life may be complete shit and you may have noone, but I will say that whoever you are, I do not wish for you to kill yourself. I come to R9k to connect with those who i consider to be like me: outcasts in a stupid and ignorant society. Just know that for all of the negatives, there are always a few positives. You just have to be tough and motivated as hell to try and improve your life. Good luck.
>>29758032
in between, i would think.
extreme pain and possible loss of consciousness because of pain, burns, etc.
not sure if it gives out enough power to kill you unless you have a death grip on the fork and you don't let go.
>>29757993
viper lives
>https://twitter.com/RapperViper/status/750493225857671168
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Pi_e-zc2YQ
I don't really know. I just hope you don't feel that way anymore.
>>29755138
THIS WILL FIX YOU UP RIGHT AS RAIN _ FOR SURE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t3217H8JppI
Trust me. Listen to the whole thing.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O7o-T-CFZq4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cp-Iett7q_M
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dezLzzu9QCE
Some music that gives me feels
Heres some comfy music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xixTiB6tJTM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EuYNxzSFRk8
https://youtu.be/hPD-a1FjUtU
for feels
>>29755169
Dude,
you and OP
Please find a counselor to talk about these feels. The beta uprising can't lose any more brobots
We need you
everyone in this thread needs to be on medication.
almost offed myself last winter, was hospitalized. i'm on antidepressants now and i'm literally chad now. no anxiety issues. good career. moderate success with women.
it will fucking change your life. i'm serious. if you're considering suicide, tell whoever you live with what you're thinking and feeling and ask if they can take you to the hospital. if you don't have anyone get some bus fare or lace up your shoes and get your ass to the nearest er, or better yet a dedicated mental health crisis centre.
i'm god damn serious, you guys. i made it, but i just as easily could be in the ground right now. you only get one life. do you really want it to be this?
Why does killing yourself have to be pain
>>29759311
We're all going to die anyway, might as well do it the quicker way than have to endure suffering, pain and feeling of loss.
>>29759311
>You need to be drugged into a stupor or else!
What kind of life is that?
>>29759414
what if i told you you could live without it? would your answer change if you could wake up and not think "fuck, i didn't die during the night and my shitty life is somehow still unfolding before my eyes today"?
>>29759416
1 - don't knock it till you try it
2 - the drugs become easier to handle the longer you're on them
3 - stupor is too strong a word. i can function perfectly normally on antidepressants.
>>29759480
But drugs won't change my opinion about myself or my outlook on life. In a way, it's just a safer coping mechanism.
I would probably still want to kill myself If I were on SSRIs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5iOrvktsLGk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w0hbrcyHTCI
Depressing songs where
just laugh at your feelings until they go away
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pYMxP5s8hOM
>>29759517
the drugs alone don't, no. but combine it with a little talk therapy, a workbook, some meditation, and a lot of time examining oneself (and i don't mean getting high and masturbating to visual novels, i mean actually looking at the things you think and where they come from and why they lead you to these feelings) working together can really help.
>>29759643
I should probably talk to a therapist. That way I can at least say It's pointless after trying it
>>29759311
>moderate success with women
>literally chad
okay bud
keep shelling out those shekels to the magic doctor
>>29759693
it's called health insurance. and relatively, yeah. i've slept with 5 girls in the last 7 months.
