>starting to regain confidence
>become more daring
>confidence crashes
>reaches (at least) 5 year low
>start typing post
>tell myself nobody gives a fuck about what I have to say anyway
>delete post
It's been 4 days and I'm sure I've typed over 30 replies and several posts, none of which I actually submitted.
just be yourselrf lmaoo
>>29747447
well i do care, but i simply have nothing to say.
>>29747483
What he said.
But more original and and super unrobotspottable
>>29747447
If you could do it once you can do it again faggot op. God speed, you're gonna be fine
Another thing is that I'm especially afraid of hostility. It doesn't matter how much I tell myself that the words of others don't matter, or that I've done nothing wrong in the first place, I cannot make that rational voice the leading voice.
>>29747447
Seeing as you're worried about negative reactions on an anonymous imageboard, maybe you should keep your shitty vacuous thoughts to yourself you absolute retard.
>>29747523
Words are powerful.
>>29747447
Post anyway. Simply accept that your post will be unread or unliked, and then post it. It seems dumb, but even interacting with this god-forsaken bunch takes practice. Embrace the shitpost
>>29747447
I do this exact same thing, OP... doesn't matter if I've written a sentence, or a few paragraphs, I eventually just stop caring and exit the thread without finishing because I know it doesn't matter.
The fact that you're entirely anonymous here combined with how stupid everyone on this board is should be reson enough for you to say whatever the fuck you want.
>>29747605
Right. That is a completely rational way of looking at things.
Unfortunately I cannot convince my feelings that way though.
>>29747605
Anons aren't just a sequence of words. They're human-beings. None of us are really anonymous.
>>29747605
>reason
FTFY you fucking moron.