>When you are angry and depressed that you cant get married to a woman who is devoted to your religion so you start looking at porn because you think it will make God angry
>>29744994
>Omnipotent being who created reality and doesn't afraid of anything
>Mad at some insignificant fag for jacking it to porn
This is what religious people actually believe
>>29745031
dude youre oversimplifying it. I'm not bothering to explain because you wont care anyway.
>>29745105
That's right, I don't care. Just like god doesn't care about you because you are beneath it in every way. It's like being mad at ants for killing other ants.
> want to be religious for meaning and purpose
> can't convince myself to because of prior edgy atheist phase
>>29744994
>Actually manage to go 90 days without fapsturbating
>start jerking off in my sleep
t-that doesn't count, right?
>>29745310
sleepjerking?
>>29745287
but religion is bullshit anon
See, that's why it doesn't work, because you have a decent mind. Would a thinking person actually believing in angels that proclaim "holy holy holy" or that God "takes delight" (whatever that means) in their actions unless they saw something?
I also went to an edgy atheist phase. You need to get in touch with a known (non-chanad) Rabbinic scholar.
>that feel when you see modestly dressed frum Jewish women with their hair properly covered
how does it make you feel that these piece of shit cult members are going to get a 7/10 shidduch who dresses according to halachah, all because they went along with the cult
Please throw accusations about them to bring them into judgement
>>29745310
my rabbis tell me that its technically not forbidden for goyim to masturbate it, but maybe on a mystic level its not good, don't know never read any lit about it, but for sure its not recommended and should be avoided.
Good on you for making 90 days. That is a *huge* accomplishment. In this day and age. going one day is an accomplishment. my record is 8 months.
If you want do no fap consistently you need to get an internet filter, pref one that monitors you. I recommend tag. Without it no-fap is virtually guaranteed to become undone. even if you have a spouse for some reason.
