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2016-07-05 15:27:48 Post No. 29744346
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2016-07-05 15:27:48
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I finally reached stable, terminal neetdom.
My bipolar single mother had a manic episode earlier this year because her free clinic fucked up their filing and the episode ended with me getting wrongfully arrested, criminal charges still pending.
I've forgiven her and still live here, but what little respect I had for her is completely depleted. She's accepted that my life has been a series of misfortunes and doesn't care anymore that I have no desire to interact with anyone and prefer to keep to myself. I think she's just happy I haven't killed myself yet.
My dad used to push me to find work or accomplish something. Now he just texts me every other day hoping for a reply. He used to threaten to take me off the phone bill, now he understands that it wouldn't make a difference whether or not I have a phone. It used to frustrate him that I have no aspirations or long term plan, now he just throws unconditional admiration at me praying that maybe I'll turn things around.
The friendships that I made during high school and shortly after at my miserable college experience have all vanished. I've been completely forgotten. No one reaches out to me, they probably don't even think about me. And it doesn't phase me at all.
No one bothers me anymore, to the extent that I'm forced to interact with them. I can keep to myself every day for weeks at a time without any repercussions.
