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2016-07-05 03:39:32 Post No. 29734103
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2016-07-05 03:39:32
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KV only. Write a paragraph.
It's not that I've never talked to girls or have never been friends with them. It's not even that I force myself into their life. I am just a friend, though. I'm pleasant enough to be around, but I'm not in their shortlist for male companions. Is it my height? Is it my personality? Is it my face? Is it all of it? Probably, maybe not, couldn't say for certain. It's not entirely selfish, it's not that I want to lose my virginity. I wanted so bad to make her happy. I wanted so bad to see her happy and to be a part of her happiness, to be wanted for once and to be a part of someone else. But I'm not good enough and can't be. I wish I could be better too, but I can't. So when some other guy is in her thoughts and is the reason she smiles, I just excuse myself from her life and try not to be seen on the way out. I know my place. I know where I belong. I'm not going to have a woman in my life. I'll never experience that beauty, that effortless happiness of love. So I'm going to substitute its absence with music, my own music. I'll make something just as beautiful, because I have to. It's the only way I can avoid ending it all. I won't be given love, so I'm going to have to write it.
