>haven't had a girlfriend in 5 years
It worse than never having one because you don't know what you're missing out on. But if you have it's like withdrawal
how hard can it be to get one again
John st beelieve in your self
>>29731303
probably not that hard but it feels like it would be impossible. I'm really good at self limitation.
>>29731202
>haven't had a girlfriend in 25 years
>>29731396
we're going to make it bro
we have to
>>29731431
hope you're right senpai
>finally get a gf but not really attracted to her nor enjoy her company
shes a little chubby but its probably not that. I am sure im not gay either. I dont know why.
>its been 6 years and she still shows up in my dreams some times
J U S T
>>29731202
you have memories. i have nothing. go fuck yourself. also, i hate you and kill yourself.
>>29731503
10 years and she still shows up in my dreams
sometimes I cry when I wake up
>>29731509
you have possibilities
>>29731500
why gf her if you don't like her
>>29731202
Nah its better because you know at least somebody can love you/be attracted to you, your friends have more respect for you, and you have more life experience.
This is coming from someone who has doubts in all these things. My friends think I am pathetic, and I am basically a manchild that nobody looks up to
>>29731596
it's called a practice gf anon
>>29731596
because I dont really "like" any grils plus I was a KV so I could not just ignore the opportunity.
>>29731202
>tfw 2 ldrs
Even worse because normies write them off as not being real relationships while robots just shun me.
>>29731202
>haven't had a girlfriend in 5 years
>It worse than never having one because you don't know what you're missing out on.
Well, let's be honest. That isn't something you can speak to with any authority. True enough, there was a time before you had said girlfriend, but there is no such thing as a pristine memory. All subsequent experiences taint those memories without exception. A nightmare is horrible to be sure, but even the most vivid is infinitely less terrible the moment you wake up.
Which isn't to denigrate your pain. Just because your hurt is different doesn't make it any less significant. Lucifer's damnation was no less painful just because he once heard the heartbeat of God.
If it's any solace, you do have recourse to one small thing, and that's hope. Someone once desired you, which means being desired is possible for you. Any hope you cling to isn't delusional, as it would be for something like me. Hope for someone like you has some justification, which means you actually have a right to it.
I have no doubt five years seems like a long time. But there is an infinite gulf between "a long time ago" and "never". When it comes to said gulf, at the very least you can find some comfort in the fact that you stand on the right side of it.
>>29731655
strikes me as dishonest to get into a relationship with her. and no wonder it sucks.
>>29731711
Nice post, I enjoyed reading that.
>Havent had a gf since February
Life fucking sucks so much being an ugly beta. It's such bullshit.
>>29731202
>5 years
Oregano commento
>>29731202
>that feel when gf whos crazy about me
>that feel when the age gap is probably too big for it to last much longer
>you will never know what it feels like to mocked by thousands of neckbeards on the internet on a daily basis
>>29731655
I think you're gay, my man. This is the same way girls find out they're lesbian--going out with the first guy to give them attention and then realizing they're not attracted to them but
