ITT: Post the reason why you haven't killed yourself yet.
>I'm too scared of what happens after I die
That is literally the only reason.
Because I don't want to burden the person who finds the body.
I don't want my parents to kill themselves, I guess I will care about them, which I guess is the real reason I haven't done it
I don't really don't want to be alive though
>>29730293
Scared of the end
Can't burden my parents in that way
I try really hard to make people not like me, and they still do.
>>29730293
I can't think of a single reason to, or not to, do it.
because i'm a faggot and a coward
>>29730293
I love cars and want to learn to drive and fix up my own beast and drive fast.
I might do it after I try all the toys I want to buy myself.
>>29730293
Dont want to put that burden on my family, unlike me, my family members are talented, I wouldnt want my brother to get caught up in sadness and be distracted from achieving greatness. When the time is right and the least damage will be done, I will end it.
>>29730293
not worth the consequences of my beliefs
i'd rather just wait until i die to piss off any of my enemies but if i was so happen to be faced with imnediate death i'd cringe at the thought of the pain but i'd be bittersweet happy about it because i'd either be out of the cycle or i'd be reborn again into what i want my next cycle to be
I want to have more sex.
I've had sex close to 50 times and want to continue to get my dick wet
>>29730293
>almost went through with it during a particularly dark time but a eerily clear image of my crying dad made me pussy out
Waiting for my dad to die
I want him to go believing that one of his sons will be okay
I don't want my existence to just cease. If there was a confirmed afterlife, I would kill myself right now, but I don't want to die and end up just... not being. I know when I'm dead it won't matter, but worried about the nothingness of death because I can't comprehend it now.
>>29730293
I haven't reached my lowest point yet, there is still hope.
i dont want to cause my mother pain. that's it.
already sourced the pure nitrogen tank from a local welding place and could buy it tomorrow
>>29730293
Because I'm fine I guess...?
>>29730293
>Too much anime to watch
>Too many conventions to go to
>>29730472
Same. My sibling are becoming succesful. I don't want to hurt that. If I still feel the same and my siblings are already settled than I will return to the void.
>>29730690
Normie alert. Anyone that's had sex and an heroes is a retard. only virgins can be robots.
>>29730739
this
>>29730787
>dont want to cause my mother pain
also this
>>29730293
I'm genuinely immortal.
this board treats killing yourself so casually, like LMAO DUDE KILL YOURSELF LMAO
there is a huge psychological barrier to ending your life
i think it would rip apart the few threads left in my family. I know I'll be dead but the guilt knowing that I'll be the cause of that is too great to bear. I guess I'll just stick it out until my parents are dead.
I can't let the person I hate kill me. Sure, it'd also be killing the person I hate, but it still means I die by my own hands. I'm trying to find a way to enjoy myself in solitude, then after I find that I can try for more hopeful things or be disappointed again. I also seriously lack the willpower to actually do it, so there's also that, though I've gotten close to it in the past I don't want to drop that low again.
>>29731132
what is a a bubble to something pointy
>>29731132
Yes, and some of us have breached that barrier to the point where it becomes a genuine inescapable feeling.
>>29730293
Because I don't want to leave my family to mourn. I don't to leave my parents alone knowing that one son is mentally retarded and the other committed suicide before he can even start his life.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bAJ_74tDZzU
because will to live
>>29731175
Never thought of it like this. If I off myself, he wins. He being the bad, depressed and suicidal part of me.
I'm scared of death and what happens after it. I'd rather be tortured than die
>>29730337
do it in the woods.
no one will care.
>>29730349
they won't
My plan is to kill myself before December. Want to visit some places and eventually hold out in a snowy log cabin, popping pills before eventually offing myself
Just need to get some things together and I'll be on my way
My mother, everybody else can go fuck themselves.
>>29730293
Literally nothing happens afterwards, retard. It's just like going to sleep except you never wake up.
>>29730293
I have autism spectrum disorder and I've been depressed for a decade, but I've been successful despite that. Things were looking up. Now I also have Parkinsons. Soon I won't be able to do my job. I won't be able to do the things I enjoy. I can't play certain video games anymore. Bye bye fps games, I'll miss you. No more martial arts, knife throwing. No more pub games. I was a fucking sniper at darts. I'll probably kill myself once it gets to bad to even stand up in the shower. Robin Williams was my hero, then he killed himself. I hated him for that. Now I understand. I'll hang myself while watching What Dreams May Come, provided I can still tie the fucking knot.
My little sister.
I don't want to fuck her life up too.
I want to die as an old man in a warm bed surrounded by my family.
1: Fear of death in general.
2: I want to destroy everything I have that could be associated with me before doing it. My computer, all my internet accounts, my journals, etc. Everything that gives me an identity. I want to be erased, like I never existed. Too lazy to do this.
3: Small delusional voice in the bottom of my heart that says "it might get better".
Anyone else afraid of having a funeral? Where people congregate and talk about you. Sounds horrifying.
>>29730293
I've thought about the amount of work my friends and family would have to go through to process my death. I'm just not selfish enough to do it. I'd rather schlep through 60 years, hoping for an early death.
My mom is real sweet. I don't want to put her through that.
When she passes, after a month or so my plans are to check out.
>>29731567
>provided I can still tie the fucking knot
that fucked me up
>>29730293
Then my sister would get all the inheritance
Just admit none of you have the guts to do it, fucking cowards.
Even at killing themselves normies are better than you. As with everything in your life, you blame others for your failures.
You are worthless, you exaggerate the impact of your death. People will move on, unlike you, who keep clinging to invisible sorry excuses.
JUST
DO IT
>>29730293
Because I don't have the means. I'm an agoraphobic NEET with 0 income entirely dependent shell of a human being so I can't obtain the means. If I really wanted to die I guess that wouldn't matter, so right now I'm not motivated enough to die. I REALLY want to die, but still not enough to research tall buildings and jump or anything. When my dad dies I'll be homeless so I'll do that then. If I had a gun in my hand right now I'd blow my brains out. If I had money I would pay someone to kill me. I really wish I had a fucking gun. I'm not scared at all. I don't care about the ones I'd be leaving behind. I don't care about what happens after you die. I don't care about the mess or any sensitive material I'd be leaving behind. I don't care about a note. Just want to go back to where I belong, nothing.
Waiting for my parents to die first. As soon as I hear the last of them is dead I'll just gonna follow them
Don't feel like it. Don't want to live, don't want to die.
>>29733447
This.
Intense apathetic depression in fun shit. I dont even care enough to want to kill myself.
I mean, I kinda do. But it's too much work and at least I have booze and porn while still living.
>>29730293
My parents still love me.
Woulda done it months ago otherwise.
