life is fucking pointless
I am so sick of it
I just want to die
death is so fucking pointless
I am sick of it
I just want to live
>>29727660
i didn't feel like shit before I was born
all I felt was nothingness, which is much better than what I feel right now
fuck life
Life is fine, it's just normalfags and their bullshit that pisses me off.
>and god damn i am so tired of pretending
>of wishing i was ending
>when all i'm really doing is trying to hide
>and keep it inside
>and fill it with lies
>open my eyes?
>maybe i wish i could try
>>29727641
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nVKn1Ke4hVQ
take this anon, it helped me a bit.
>made plans for college recently
>mom and stepdad just about to divorce
>mom came in my room and cried and ask me to go visit family with her next week
>she wants to move to another state as soon as possible too
>the state she wants to go to has absolutely nothing for me education wise
>not a single decent college there has anything tangentially related to what I wanted to study
I want to die
>get a decent job
>move out of parent's house
>have a nice apartment
>work out regularly
>have a gf
>have some friends
>done some travelling around the world
>not happy at all
>don't really care about any of my friends
>gf is pretty much just a fleshlight to me
>feel completely empty
>all i have to look forward to is making more money and surrounding myself with nicer things
I want off this ride to be quite honest.
>>29728141
are people actually enjoying listening to this
life isn't what I expected. im ready to get off this ride.
>>29727641
Thisis a poor outlook on life, and you should probably try to change your mindset immediately. Remember, you can live a decent life and shitpost on this Norwegian hand basket weaving forum, too.
>>29728276
Have you read DFW's good old neon?
http://stanford.edu/~sdmiller/octo/good-old-neon/
>>29728276
The vanquished in this war are not so much
citizens as those who, denying its reality, have
capitulated from the outset: what THEY allow the vanquished, in the guise of "existence," is now nothing but a lifelong struggle to render oneself compatible with Empire.
>>29727987
>all I felt was nothingness
Correction:
You didn't feel, because you weren't.
Same but i'm not man enough to end it so i deserve what i get.
>>29728530
what did he mean by this original post?
>>29727641
See a doctor. You might benefit from antidepressants.
If they do help, congratulations. You're still fucked though. When the sad existential thoughts finally settle, you will still be broken. Antidepressants can't fix years of deeply ingrained cognitive distortions.
Step 2: You're not sad, but still fucked, still a weird person. This is why we robots have escapism. Find an anime, MLP, GoT or furry community and jump in. You can do it anon. Don't give up.
>go for a walk today feeling particularly shitty
>thinking about buying a thick rope and hanging myself on a bridge
>decide to eat something and go into a kebab place
>order it and sit outside
>a pretty girl passes on the street, smiles at me and says-enjoy your meal
>sit and eat contemplating why would anyone do that when I hate myself
>there she goes again, another smile
>remember that I'm boring, have no education no job and no ambition so that wouldn't have gone anywhere anyway
>hate her for ruining my misery with her stupid normie smiling and optimism
I was enjoying my misery you dumb bitch, smile at someone else
>Do something
>Wallow in self pity
I'm still here so I guess #2
>>29728728
how rude of her
My life is really shit, i am losing any hope. Please post some good/sad music in this thread. I will start:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rY9fopaFSrM
>>29729151
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nAK9Pj5-QXY
Here is sad song.
>>29729151
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9HZZ1DZ7Tuc
>>29727641
Yeah me too mate.
I would settle for a sense of purpose though.
>>29728345
Yeah. I'm sitting here home alone coked up in panties and a wig rolling a joint and this sounds coolio cool. Yes I'm a man, no I don't pass.
>Not just doing what you want
I don't understand why you people at least join the military or something
