>tfw nothing going on in your life you enjoy besides masturbating, shitposting and eating
>tfw same thing
>pirate music software and start reading history books
hard to explain how much this helped me, but you should try it brobots
>>29706745
>tfw only enjoy eating but can't over do it or I'll become a fat ass
>>29706745
>tfw failed University and now have no clue what do to with life
I applied to community college but I'm on a waiting list for September, so if I don't get in, I don't know I'm gonna do for a year. My parents will kick me out for sure, guess I'll have to wageslave for a while
>tfw masturbation's lost it's fun
>tfw you're fucking lonely
I understand the appeal of heroin now
>spend day on /r9k/ fantasizing about my ideal life and suicide
fuuuuck
>>29706843
Why did you fail?
>>29706745
And lifting if you're not an obese neckbeard
>>29706929
I fucked up twice
>second term of second year, get really depressed from loneliness and lose all motivation, don't study, skip class and fail exams
>try again and pass classes in third year
>same thing happens in second term of third year, fail classes and lose motivation
I technically can still go back and keep trying to get the credits, but at this point there is some classes that would be my third attempt at taking, and I don't think it's worth the time and money anymore just to probably fail again
Hopefully community college will be a little easier, if anything it's a chance to start over and maybe make friends this time
>>29706774
What program u got senpai?
>be in OP's situation
>started reading up on physics and math
>keep giving up before I get anywhere
>>29708063fl studio unoriginal
>>29707064
Sounds exactly what I'm going through right now. Been off my pills for the past few days because nothing is worth doing. Fuck my life.
>>29706745
Is there a way out anons? I fell in that routine, and every day that passes, It feels even worse.
>>29708490
If you're on /r9k/ it's already too late
>>29708490
I tried to get out. Spent three years wasting my life doing nothing and another four years fumbling my way through college. It seems that some people are destined to fail and amount to nothing.
and moonman. moonman brings me happiness
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uYqZQtnzwFU
"Rain" is so fucking fire
>>29706745
>only masturbated twice since yesterday
>already have horrid stench coming from my pants
What the fuck man? I can't even enjoy masturbating anymore
>want to meditate
>want to lucid dream
>want to OBE
>want to AP
>fap
>internet
>vidya
instead
>>29706842
>tfw dont really enjoy eating all that much, more like a chore you have to do everyday
>tfw realize how first world problems this sounds
>>29708179
>keep giving up before I get anywhere
That's me with everything, why does this happen
>>29708369
Looolololooiil
>>29706886
porn is my drug
>>29706886
all i ever had was vicodin from a prescription and even with that i was taking like three pills every day and i almost tried to get more opiates after i ran out
shit, man, that's some really good shit
everything was right in the world for about 6 hours after taking those pills on an empty stomach
>>29708602
what drugs
You have been muted for 4 seconds, because yo
>>29711040
You need to try heroin friend. You're life will never be the same. It's super easy and super cheap to buy it off the internet these days.
>>29711559
*your. Stupid autocorrect
>>29706745
what about animu and tv shows anon?
least I got that going
>>29711559
>you need to ruin your life friend
>Be away from computer
>Wow I can't wait back to get on my computer and do all the things I love
>Get back on computer
>Wow this is fucking boring all I do is play the same video games and shitpost all over the internet I hope something good comes around soon
Fuck my ass.
>>29711559
dont do this unless its an alternative to suicide.
t. ex-heroin junkie
>>29711606
the cycle
the endless cycle
>>29707064
>get really depressed from loneliness
>surrounded by people your own age
It's your own fault, anon. I couldn't find friends around here if I tried.
>>29708179
>find new hobby
>really enjoy it for 3 months
>sputter out and go back to shitposting
>surrounded by things that remind you of your failure
I'm about to smash this fucking violin and burn these books. I can't even bring myself to watch anime these days because I worry about whats happening on 4chan without me.
>>29711606
put my feelings into words there anon
>>29711606
what areyour autism games? by that i mean that small set of games that you play over and over
i notice a lot of people here have something like that
I'm trying to get back into skateboarding. Bought a new board and new shoes today. Hopefully this summer's rain isn't too much.
>>29711730
>surrounded by things that remind you of your failure
Fuck.
It seems to be on and off for me with that stuff, at an average of 3 months off
No idea why, the only constant is internet, vidya, porn.
