>go to the big grocery store
>take advantage of the fourth of july desserts
>spend 40 dollars on desserts
>go home and devour them all
>feel like I want to die after but in a good way
>plan on doing it again tomorrow
its all over for me isnt it
>>29704474
> its all over for me isnt it
not really.. you're doing things and you're enjoying them
its over when you find yourself in the grey desert of nihilism, when simple pleasures like this do nothing for you anymore
>>29704474
I'm telling you you're not allowed, you've eaten too much fatty food today. You'll hurt yourself, pull yourself together, anon.
>>29704474
treat yourself, right? r-right?
>>29704589
i dont think you understand the gravity of the situation
last night for dinner i had ben and jerries ice cream and dominoes pizza
i can't keep doing this but i can't stop either
>>29704631
nah, i don't think you do.
come back when you don't enjoy anything
>>29704589
>not understanding nihilism as the ultimate life affirming philosophy
If you feel shit because you can't enjoy life anymore then you are no nihilist. You still believe in society's conventions when it tells you that you should feel bad for the way you are spending your time.
Stop buying those toxic lies and have a good time while you're here senpai.