wake me up
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So, I guess this board is for sad fucks, so I thought why not join in and give it a try.
I'm 19, 185, 65 kg, basically a skeleton overlord, hence weak and submissive, an ugly face doesn't help either. Never had a gf (no way!), boring personality, school failure, lazy, unmotivated, depressed, absolutely 0 social skills, social anxiety jada jada. I'm currently studying German to try and move to Germany or Austria and attend a university there, but I'm scared I'll fail at that too.
What is there to live for? I don't see a light at the end of this tunnel. Why shouldn't I just fucking kill myself?
>>29700758
you are tall and young, dont stop trying, yet..
>>29700758
>skeleton overlord
>185 65kg
you're not even underweight
Selbstmord ist immer eine gute Loesung, mein Freund.
>>29700758
same situation,no skills,never had a gf
1.87 ,65kg
i dont even know where to put my hands when i go out,fuck everytime i go outside i look liek im bout to drop spaghetti
Also i hate wearing t-shirts since my arms are so long,hate going to beach etcetc
is even sad that the only solution is to get drunk ,which im a total different person ,i get laid,i know to dance,i can talk about everyshit you want to discuss,etcetc
Is dat a Razer Diamondback?
Sit in silence for five minutes, relax your body into a meditation-like/calm state, analyze productive stuff you do and tell me about it. I'm curious. Daily activities you think are noteworthy, among other things. But the important part about this is the sitting still relaxed in absolute silence part so your judgement isn't clouded by muh feels.
>>29701118
I need this information to help.
>>29701036
also pigeon chest
why god hates me or why i wasnt aborted
You could kill yourself, but instead you ought to put your mouth on my clit and I'll speak German to you. I like them skelly.
>>29700758
Excellent hands. Post your feet, OP.
>>29700758
>white
>can't get a gf
Fuck off normie.
>>29700758
why don't you go let yourself get medicated?
>>29701371
I tried once, got diagnosed wiff severe depression, then forgot about the next appointment and missed it, never tried again, was a year ago
>>29701251
Das waere toll
>>29701052
Nuh
>>29701036
Not even alcohol does it for me
>>29701118
Productive things? Chores around house when necessary, studying german like half an hour a day, and math for like 2 hours max, i did more before but im doing less and less, hard to stay focused longer than 5-10 min
>>29700923
Leider, ja
>>29700817
Heh...
I guess it doesnt get bumped when op responds... futile try
>>29702593
>tried again, was a year ago
If thats all then i have no sympathy for you, stop being a bitch that doesn't even respect yourself
>>29704010
idk, once you fall this low, you can hardly have any respect left, it did get better a lot from back then, but depression bouts come periodically
