>>29696857
Pay a hit man to kill you.

>>29696857
Wait for them to pass first. I respect my dad too much to have him suffer if I kill myself. I initially vowed to off myself once I hit 30 if nothing in my life has improved but at this point I'll wait until I'm completely alone.

Why do you care how your family will feel? You'll be dead anyway.
I've been considering suicide for a long time now (too much of a pussy to actually do it) but this isn't even a factor to me.

make it look like an accident somehow, at least that way they wont feel like they could have stopped it
not sure how you'd do that exactly but family's one of the few things stopping me as well