why the fuck am i so apathetic about everything in life
> be me
> 19M, average life average guy with good grades and slightly shitty social life, with no imminent financial problems, probably the same as any uni student in early 20s
> year 2->3 in finance and working an intern in the summer
> have been in long and short relationships
> constantly have urge to fuck everything and be alone for a few days since i have no clue what the fuck i want
i just honestly have no clue why im so detached and hollow inside, the only difference i can spot is that my social circle is slightly smaller and i don't post anything on social media
>>29693729
you have what the 14-15 year old of today wants and your still not happy
The feel is an empty ambition because you think you are safe and don't need to try. Do a three year plan or join the basement dwellers and wait for every thing to work out average
>>29693729
Because that's not what you really want.
You need fulfilment, and this is not fulfilling, it's surviving. Join a church or something, do volunteer work.
a few bug5 5amwitches
https://youtu.be/FOrRwMw31Bk
seagoogle https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9c-j19qn9V4
>>29693967
but where do I get the motivation to do voluntary stuff when I constantly want people to fuck off